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protect you, and my own interests. So if you want to have one of your snits about it, you’ll have to
    have it alone.”
    “Don’t you walk away from me.” Her fingers actually itched to pick up something precious to throw at him as he started for the doorway. But that wastoofemale, and too foolish. “Don’t you walk away and flick off my feelings.”
    He stopped, looked back at her with eyes searing with temper. “Darling Eve, if your feelings weren’t so important to me, we wouldn’t be having this conversation. If and when I walk away from you, it’s to prevent myself from taking the alternative, which at the moment would be to beat your head against
    some hard object until a little sense rattles into it again.”
    “Were you even going to tell me?”
    “I don’t know. There were good reasons on both sides of that, and I was still weighing them. She hurt you, and I won’t have it. That’s simple. For God’s sake, Eve, when I found out about my mother, and went into a spin, didn’t you knock it out of me? Didn’t you tend to me, even stand in front of me?”
    “It’s not the same.” Her stomach burned, and the acid of it spewed into words. “What did you get, Roarke? What did you fall into but people who love and accept you? Good, decent people. And what
    do they want from you? Not a damn thing. Yeah, you had it rough. Your father killed your mother. But what else did you find out? She loved you. She was a young, innocent girl who loved you. It’s not the same for me. Nobody loved me. Nobody and nothing I came from was decent or innocent or good.”
    Her voice hitched, but she bore down, let the rest spew out. “So yeah, you took a hard and nasty slap, and it sent you reeling. But what did you fall into? Right into gold. What else is new?”
    He didn’t stop her when she strode from the room. Didn’t go after her when she charged up the steps.
    At that moment, he couldn’t think of a single reason why he should.
    [“5”]5
    THEGYMSEEMED THE OBVIOUS PLACE FOR HIM to work off steam, and he had plenty of it. His shoulder was still weak from wounds he’d incurred a few weeks before, helping his infuriating wife
    on the job.
    It was all right, apparently, for him to risk his bloody life, but not according to the Book of Eveto
    get rid of a fucking blackmailer.
    Bollocks to that, he thought. He wasn’t going to stew about it.
    It was time, he decided, to punish his body back into shape.
    He went for weights rather than one of the holomachines, and programmed a brutal session of reps and sets.
    Her solution, he knew, had she headed downstairs rather than up, would have been to activate one of
    the sparring droids. Then beat the bleeding hell out of it.
    To each his own.
    Knowing her, she’d be pacing her office, kicking whatever was handy, and cursing his name. She’d have to get over it. Never in his life, he thought as he pumped his way through bench presses, had he known such a rational woman who could flip so quickly and so stupidly into irrational behavior.
    What the bloody, buggering hell had she expected him to do? Give her a shout and ask her to pinch that ridiculous Texas fly off his neck for him?
    Well, she’d married the wrong man for that, hadn’t she? Too bad for her.
    She didn’t want to be protected when she damn well needed protection, didn’t want to be looked after when she was blind with grief and stress? That was too fucking bad for her as well, wasn’t it?
    He ripped through the session, taking dark satisfaction in the burn of his muscles, the ache of the healing wounds, and the drip of his own sweat.
    * * *
    She was exactly where he’d assumed she’d be, doing precisely what he’d assumed she’d be doing. She stopped pacing long enough to give her desk three hard kicks.
    And the hip she’d injured battling beside Roarke protested.
    “Damn him. Damn him! Can’t he stay out of anything?”
    The fat cat, Galahad, padded in, plopped down in the doorway of the kitchen as