Free In Death 02 - Glory in Death by authors_sort Page B

it because I love you. Christ Jesus, when are you going to swallow that?"
    "You're not going to do this to me." She told herself she was calm, very calm. Because she was right, very right. His temper didn't worry her, she'd seen it flare before. But the stone weighed around her neck, and what she feared it represented worried her very much.
    "Do what to you, Eve? Exactly what?"
    "You're not going to give me diamonds." Terrified and furious, she shoved away from him. "You're not going to pressure me into taking what I don't want, or being what I can't be. You think I don't know what you've been doing these past few months. Do you think I'm stupid?"
    His eyes flashed, hard as the stone between her breasts. "No, I don't think you're stupid. I think you're a coward."
    Her fist came up automatically. Oh, how she would have loved to have used it to wipe that self-righteous sneer from his face. If he hadn't been right, she could have. So she used other weapons.
    "You think you can make me depend on you, get used to living in that glorified fortress of yours and wearing silk. Well, I don't give a damn about any of that."
    "I'm well aware of that."
    "I don't need your fancy food or your fancy gifts or your fancy words. I see the pattern, Roarke. Say I love you at regular intervals until she learns to respond. Like a well-trained pet."
    "Like a pet," he repeated as his fury froze into ice. "I see I'm wrong. You are stupid. You really think this is about power and control? Have it your way. I'm tired of having you toss my feelings back in my face. My mistake for allowing it, but that can be rectified."
    "I never -- "
    "No, you never," he interrupted coolly. "Never once risked your pride by saying those words back to me. You keep this place as your escape hatch rather than commit to staying with me. I let you draw the line, Eve, and now I'm moving it." It wasn't just temper pushing him now, nor was it just pain. It was the truth. "I want all," he said flatly. "Or I want nothing."
    She wouldn't panic. He wouldn't make her panic like a first-time rookie on a night run. "What exactly does that mean?"
    "It means sex isn't enough."
    "It's not just sex. You know -- "
    "No, I don't. The choice is yours now -- it always was. But now you'll have to come to me."
    "Ultimatums just piss me off."
    "That's a pity." He gave her one long last look. "Goodbye, Eve."
    "You can't just walk -- "
    "Oh yes." And he didn't look back. "I can."
    Her mouth dropped open when she heard the door slam. For a moment she simply stood, rigid, the sun glinting off the jewel around her neck. Then she began to vibrate. With fury, of course, she told herself and ripped the precious diamond off to toss it on the counter.
    He thought she would go crawling after him, begging him to stay. Well, he could go on thinking that into the next millennium. Eve Dallas didn't crawl, and she didn't beg.
    She closed her eyes against a pain more shocking than a laser strike. Who the hell is Eve Dallas? she wondered. And isn't that the core of it all?
    She blocked it out. What choice did she have? The job came first. Had to come first. If she wasn't a good cop, she was nothing. She was as empty and as helpless as the child she had been, lying broken and traumatized in a dark alley in Dallas.
    She could bury herself in work. The demands and pressures of it. When she was standing in Commander Whitney's office, she was only a cop with murder on her hands.
    "She had plenty of enemies, Commander."
    "Don't we all." His eyes were clear again, sharp. Grief could never outweigh responsibility.
    "Feeney's run a list of her convictions. We're breaking them down, concentrating on the lifers first -- family and known associates. Someone she put in a cage for the duration would have the strongest revenge ratio. Next down the line are the uncorrected deviants. UDs sometimes slip through the cracks. She put plenty away on mental, and some of them are bound to have crawled their way out."
    "That's a lot of