hardly arrange for me to spend the night with you.’
Pauline smiles and shakes her head. ‘That’s exactly what she would do. If she can’t have you, she’ll have the satisfaction of controlling whoever does.’
Instinctively we both check to see we are unobserved. A footman is doing the rounds, whispering to the guests that the concert is about to resume. The garden is beginning to empty. A captain in the dragoons stops on the threshold and turns to look at us.
Pauline says suddenly, ‘Let’s just go now, before the second part. Let’s miss the dinner.’
‘And leave two empty places for everyone to notice? We might as well put an announcement in Le Figaro .’
No, there is nothing for it but to endure the evening – the string quartet in the second half, the two encores, the champagne afterwards, the lingering goodbyes of those who have not been invited to dinner but hope for a last-minute reprieve. Throughout all this Pauline and I carefully avoid one another, which is of course the surest sign of a couple who are having an affair.
It is after ten by the time we sit down to eat. We are a table of sixteen. I am between Aimery’s widowed mother, the dowager comtesse – all black ruffled silk and dead white skin, like the ghost in Don Giovanni – and Blanche’s sister, Isabelle, recently married into an immensely wealthy banking family, proprietors of one of the five great vineyards of Bordeaux. She speaks expertly of appellations and grand crus, but she might as well be talking Polynesian for all I am taking in. I have an odd, almost dizzying sense of disconnection – the sophisticated talk is just a babble of phonemes, the music mere scrapes and twangs of gut and wire. I look down to the far end of the table, to where Pauline is listening to Isabelle’s banker husband, a young man whose pedigree breeding has given him an appearance so refined that it is almost foetus-like, as if it were an error of taste even to emerge from the womb. I catch Blanche’s eye in the candlelight, glittering out at me from within her game-bird plumage, the woman scorned, and I look away. We finally rise at midnight.
I am careful to leave the house before Pauline, to preserve appearances. ‘You,’ I say to Blanche at the door, wagging my finger, ‘are a wicked woman.’
‘Good night, Georges,’ she says sadly.
I walk up the boulevard searching for the white light of a cab heading home to its depot at the Arc de Triomphe. Plenty of blues and reds and yellows bob past until eventually a white appears, and by the time I have stepped out into the street to hail it, and it has clattered to a halt, Pauline is already coming along the pavement to join me. I take her arm and help her up. I tell the driver, ‘Rue Yvon-Villarceau, the corner of the rue Copernic,’ and then I haul myself in after her. She lets me kiss her briefly then pushes me away.
‘No, I need to know what all that was about.’
‘Surely not? Do you really?’
‘Yes.’
I sigh and take her hand. ‘Poor Blanche is simply very unhappy in her love affairs. Whichever man in the room is the most unsuitable or unobtainable, you may be sure that he is the one whom Blanche will fall for. There was quite a scandal a couple of years ago, all hushed up, but it caused a lot of embarrassment for the family, especially to Aimery.’
‘Why especially to Aimery?’
‘Because the man involved was an officer on the General Staff – a superior officer, recently widowed, a lot older than Blanche – and it was Aimery who brought him into the house and introduced them.’
‘What happened?’
I take out my cigarette case and offer one to Pauline. She refuses. I light up. I feel uncomfortable talking about the whole business, but I guess Pauline has a right to know, and I trust her not to spread the tale.
‘She and this officer had an affair. It went on for some time, a year perhaps. Then Blanche met someone else, a young aristocrat her own age and much more