firmly.
âGood,â she says. âThe Duchess wonât tolerate any of that nonsense here.â
âShe wonât need to worry about that from me,â I say.
Maude looks pleased. âJust watch out for William. Devilishly handsome footman. The Duchess has fired three girls because of him. Oh, and thereâs a companion here, so make sure you avoid all contact with him. Especially after the last one.â
I wonder again if it would be safe to reveal myself to Rye. A companion, in the Jewel, on our side, could potentially be great help.
Itâs exactly what Ash wanted. He just wanted to do it himself. I feel a tiny stirring of guilt and squash it down. Iam here and Ash isnât. I wonât deny a possible ally.
We reach the end of the main corridor and Maude leads me up a set of steps, still doling out instructions.
âThe Duke never gets up until after eleven and itâs always best to avoid him,â she is saying. âTerrible temper. The Duchess is very particular about her meals, they must be at certain times and always in the dining room. Unless sheâs attending a dinner party or luncheon. Garnet and Coral eat with her in the evenings, so youâll have to make sure Coral is dressed and ready, usually by eight.â
I hope I can remember enough of what Annabelle used to do to pass as a proper lady-in-waiting. I should have asked someone back at the White Rose, but really, the only person who would know anything about how to properly dress for dinner would be Ash.
I wonder if heâs still mad. I picture him, alone in our hayloft, stewing over where I am, if Iâm all right, why I had to leave him. I think about how I would feel if the situation was reversed and then I donât because Iâd be so upset with him. Iâve already made my choice so thereâs no point in regretting it now.
The door at the top of the stairs is wooden and doesnât have a knobâMaude slides it to the side, and we step out into a hallway I recognize. The hall of portraits. The eyes in the paintings stare at me as Maude slides a wooden panel back into place, concealing the door.
âNow, here is the concert hallâit hasnât been used since Garnetâs engagement party but the Duchess likes to keep it clean.â
I peek inside, the warm, rich air bringing another waveof memories. This room holds so much meaning to me. It was where I used to play for Annabelle, just me and my cello onstage, a way to take myself away from the reality of my life.
It was where I kissed Ash for the first time.
Itâs also where I miscarried, bleeding so much that Lucien had to carry me off the stage and down to the medical room where he saved my life.
Weâre near my old chambers now, and Maude seems to have loosened up a bit, so I make another stab at finding Hazel.
âWhatâs down there?â I ask.
âThose are the former surrogate chambers.â
âThe surrogate isnât staying there anymore?â
Maude hesitates. âThe Duchess keeps her in the medical room day and night. As a precaution. She nearly died at Garnetâs party. Bled all over the stage.â
âYes, I . . . remember hearing about that.â It is so bizarre to talk about Hazel as though Hazel is me. I hate thinking of my sister locked up in that cold, sterile place.
Before I can ask anything else, Maude leads me away from the surrogate chambers to the east side of the palace. I remember Annabelle telling me that this is where the menâs quarters are.
âLuckily, Lucien was there to save her. I donât think thereâs been a mind like his in the history of the ladies-in-waiting.â
âYes, Iâve heard heâs very smart,â I say.
âBrilliant, more like. Though he does have a bit of a temper. I suppose thatâs to be expected. The bigger the brain,the bigger the ego, the shorter the fuse. Ah, here we are.â
She stops at the