sulking, not stupid. I have other senses."
Her husky laugh might as well have been teasing fingers.
"Trust me, you weren't going to make it to the backs of my knees tonight."
"But the kiss .. . ?"
"You did say you had other senses."
Hunger rose, strong enough to choke out the moon's song.
Yet her words relaxed him, too. Or maybe it was the look in her eyes, honest as the kiss she admitted she wanted. “Tell me. Will your grandmother feel compelled to burn frankincense every time I see her?"
"I never try to predict Grandmother. Do you expect to see her again?"
"Oh, yes." He reached for her hand and closed his fingers around it. “That is, unfortunately, inevitable. You are very close to your family."
LONG BEFORE DESSERT, Lily accepted that she'd lost her mind. She was going to have an affair with Rule. The decision hummed in her blood and made her thoughts hop around like popcorn in a hot skillet.
This risk was huge. Lupi had a closed, wholly masculine society, for heaven's sake. They were more chauvinistic than her father. They didn't even believe in monogamy. Well, she would make it clear to Rule that while they were involved, he would have to bow to her beliefs on this one issue. No other women. For however long it lasted. Oh, God. She rubbed her stomach, where nerves were jumping. No matter how sensible she tried to be, she wouldn't walk away from this unscorched.
And she didn't care. Not really.
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with her aunt Caroline, who was a grandmother twice over now and smug about it. He would tell her if he couldn't promise even a temporary fidelity.
It wasn't as if she were going into this blind, she assured herself as her cousin Lynn complained about the man she'd been dating, her mother, and her job. Her father had taken Rule to meet someone—Larry Hong, she thought. The only one of her cousins with a career even less respectable than her own. He was a mostly unemployed actor.
Lots of women had affairs with men they didn't intend to marry. Lots of women had affairs with Rule Turner, to be specific. She was making too big a deal of this.
Then she saw Rule making his way to her and her throat went slick with need. The lights were suddenly brighter, the edges crisper, and the colors brighter. She wanted to skip or sing. Or maybe hide in a closet.
No, she wasn't making too big a deal out of this. It was big—huge, scary big.
"Would you mind if we left now?" he said when he joined her. "I've an early appointment in the morning:"
"No," she said through a too-tight throat. "I wouldn't mind."
They took their leave of Grandmother, who was still out on the terrace. The old woman was thoroughly enjoying her party and pleased with herself over something—maybe the way she'd tricked Rule. It was hard to say with Grandmother.
Lily intended to have a talk with her soon.
"Is she really eighty?" Rule asked as they waited in the small vestibule for his car to be brought around.
"As far as I know. With Grandmother, very little is certain.
I really am sorry about what she did. Have the effects worn off at all?"
"Not yet. What she did wasn't necessary, but I understand why she did it."
She doubted that. "I really need to talk to her. You may have guessed that some of the information I have about lupi came from her. Obviously she didn't tell me everything she knew. She didn't mention frankincense."
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ing the heavy door. "But I couldn't have sniffed out what type of magic she uses."
"You said something about that before—that magic doesn't have a smell, except when it's active. Is that true for innate magic, too?"
"What do you mean?" He held the door for her.
“Well, the sort of thing you do isn't a spell. It's innate.
Does—"
Flashes—blinding, leaving purple ghosts swimming in her vision. A swarming,