releasing into the air. Nothing like the smell of our Mugshot brews, but it made me think of Madison. Madison? She drinks chai. Why would I dream about her telling me to give Duncan the song? Why would I dream about her at all?
âAww, Tanner, Iâm touched. Are you asking me to the dance?â
âWeâre hoooome,â my dad announced, followed by quick little steps galloping into the kitchen.
âTeeeee!â
âTyyyyy!â Tanner said, opening his arms to my little brother. He crouched down and held up his hand.
âSlap me high, little man.â
Tyler reached up and whacked Tannerâs outstretched palm.
âSlap me low, too slow,â T said, lowering his hand and then pulling it out before Tyler could slap it, sending Ty into a fit of hysterical laughter. In my little brotherâs eyes, Tannerwas the bomb. Same mentality. Tyler wrestled out of his coat and left it on the kitchen floor as he ran out to haunt Daisy.
âTo what do we owe this pleasure?â my dad asked T.
âTanner asked Jesse to a dance,â Daisy yelled from the couch.
âWell, good to see you two getting along,â my father said, crouching down to pick up Tylerâs coat. He put the bag of bagels on the table, and walked off to the closet.
âFor a recon mission, Mr. McMann,â Tanner called after him. âDuncan is going to be playing with the new band.â He pulled out a chair from the table and rummaged through the bag, taking out a salt bagel. I grabbed some silverware and the cream cheese and slid it over to him.
âButter?â he said.
âYou did not come here to mooch a bagel,â I said, taking the butter out of the fridge and sitting across from him. âIs Plasma playing a dance something you couldnât tell me at noon?
âAh, checking out the competition, classic move.â Dad walked back into the kitchen, Tyler in tow. He settled Ty into his high chair and took the seat next to him.
âI couldnât sleep. I think we need to choose a drummer, today.â
âWeâve got time,â I said, cutting into my own salt bagel.
âHow are the prospects?â Dad asked.
âTwo guys . . . hard to choose . . .â Tanner said between bites.
The guy whoâd come in after Grayson was good too but heâd been the first drummer for Plasma, not the one that Duncan replacedâKenny Ashe went through drummers pretty quickly. There was something that didnât feel right about him, though. Technically he was incredible, and he had more experience than Grayson, but choosing him . . . I donât know, it felt like it would just drag us down into weird band politics, which I hated. Like if we picked him weâd be saying: You have our drummer, now we have yours. I wanted to start something new, not recycle. On the other hand, if we went with him we might be able to play out sooner.
âYou know who you want,â my father said, lifting his chin to me.
âYou do?â Tanner asked, as if I was keeping a secret from him.
I shook my head.
âSure you do, itâs in the gut. Whenever we needed some fresh blood for Backtalk, it always ended up being a gut decision,â Dad said, spreading his sesame bagel with butter and tearing off a piece for Ty.
âThe sooner we pick someone, the sooner we can play out. We could be doing dances and stuffââ
âScrew dances, I want to play for people who want to hear a band, not slow dance,â I said.
âCroooo dance,â Tyler said, raising his fistful of bagel.
âItâs basically money for practicing,â Tanner said.
âHe has a point,â Dad said.
âIâd rather play the Whiskey.â
âYou want to be your best for Declan.â Declan was Dadâs old bandmate and the only one of them who had ended up doing anything remotely related to music. His bar, Whiskey Business, had been the place where Electric Hookah, a thrash