and open the email sitting in my inbox from Des.
EMERGENCY PLACEMENT REQUIRED
Charlie SMITH, age three
Charlie has been on the vulnerable childrenâs register since birth, as his mother, Tracy, has struggled for years with depression and addiction issues. With support, Tracy has demonstrated that sheâs able to meet Charlieâs basic needs, but heâs rarely present at nursery, and neighbours have complained of continued bouts of crying coming from their flat. Tracy has no extended family or network of friends to offer support.
Late this evening Charlie was found wandering the concrete walkway below the family home. Though his vocabulary seems limited, the boy indicated to a passer-by that he had fallen from the first-floor window. Police were unable to rouse his mother when they entered the flat. She appeared to be heavily intoxicated. Charlieâs currently in A&E where heâs receiving treatment for a gash to the head. An urgent foster placement is required while investigations are carried out.
I click âXâ to close the window, and sit staring at the blank screen for a moment. It sounds to me like both Charlie and his mother have been living an isolated existence, with no one but professionals around to offer support. My stomach begins to churn, as it does whenever someone new is about to arrive.
Stop fretting, I tell myself. If Des were here he would say, âYouâs havenât done too badly so far, mâdarling.â All of the children Iâve cared for in my years as a foster carer have left happier than when they came, so I suppose heâd be right. Knowing the trauma Charlie has been through, I feel the familiar tug to offer comfort intensifying. The chance comes sooner than expected. Just as Iâm finishing the dregs of my coffee, the doorbell rings.
Charlie stands on the doorstep, the top of his mousy-coloured hair bathed in pale moonlight. The delicate skin above his right eye is covered with white gauze and tape, held in place by a bandage circling his head like a bandana. I canât see his face as heâs staring down at his black plimsolls, but I notice how tiny he looks next to the stocky police officer beside him. Itâs freezing, but all heâs wearing is a pair of dirty pyjamas. A middle-aged woman, presumably the duty social worker, hovers behind.
âIâm Evelyn,â she says, leaning around the officer whoâs massaging Charlieâs shoulder with meaty fingers.
âHello, Evelyn. And you must be Charlie,â I say softly, crouching down to his level.
His eyes are barely visible under a heavy crop of wispy hair, but I can sense bewilderment there. His features are small and appealing but unusually angular for a child so young â heâs much too thin. His head hangs awkwardly to one side, as if itâs too heavy or uncomfortable to hold up. I feel a rush of pity.
âYou look freezing. Come in, all of you.â
âHe wouldnât let me carry him or wrap him in my coat,â Evelyn says, as she follows me through the hall, her fingers on Charlieâs back, propelling him in. His eyes are swollen with tiredness. âAnd we couldnât find anything warm for him at the flat.â
She hands me a small, grubby
Fireman Sam
rucksack. âHere are a few of his bits, but not much, Iâm afraid.â
When we reach the living room she leans towards me. âMost of his clothes were damp, covered in all sorts. Mum was so out of it we couldnât make head or tail of what she was saying.â
âItâs OK,â I say. âI have spares.â
Turning to Charlie, I kneel beside him. He stares at me with an anxious frown.
âDonât worry, Charlie, everything will be fine. Weâll find you some things to wear in the morning. Iâm Rosie, by the way. Youâll be staying with me for a bit. Youâre safe here, sweetie.â
The police officer, a man in his forties with