the clothes on the opposite bed and sitting down next to him, sheet swathed around her body, creamy shoulders exposed that were just made to be kissed. She blew a strand of hair out of her eyes. âThat one perfect suit-carrier and matching designer holdall. Everything in its place. I bet you even use the trouser press and laundry service, donât you?â
He grinned at her good-naturedly, leaning up on one elbow.
âThatâs what theyâre there for. Enables you to travel light.â
âYeah well, Iâm never sure what Iâll fancy wearing until pretty much the moment I put it on,â she said airily. âMakes sense to bring a broad selection.â
âAnd are you always this untidy?â
She glanced around the chaotic bedroom.
âThis is
not
that untidy,â she said. âYouâre obviously not used to sharing a room with a woman.â
She had him there. He wasnât used to sharing. Either a room or his life. For a while after heâd last met her heâd had a run of short relationships. None of them had been serious, not that he had given them the chance to become that.
So the no-second-time rule was well and truly broken and she would just have to work with what she had. Part of her was so busy feeling like jelly from post-shag euphoria that it overshadowed the more sensible part of her that couldnât believe what sheâd gone and done, giving in to impulse over sense. Well, done it she had, and the only option she had now was damage limitation. Communicate a donât-care attitude and make it clear this wasnât going to lead any further than it had five years earlier.
âDonât be getting any ideas,â she said, raising her eyebrows at his obvious inability to take his eyes off her. âI might have let myself get sucked into your whole â
loopholeâ
argument. But hey, itâs Christmas right? I figure Iâm allowed a little fun. You could be gone as soon as tomorrow. This is never going to be more than a day or two. Soâ¦â she took a deep breath, stood up, looked down at his amused expression ââ¦same as last time. No looking forward or back. This is only ever going to be a fling. No strings, no thinking outside the moment. We enjoy it while it lasts and when itâs done, we go our separate ways.â
She smiled into his gorgeous grey eyes and invested everything she had in the guard sheâd honed to perfection over the years. She wasnât about to lose her heart to him. Not when sheâd just about managed to hang onto it the first time. She was even stronger this time around, she was prepared. Sheâd built herself a career, a future, that didnât rely on anyone else and which therefore couldnât be lost or messed with. She wouldnât be giving up any of that on a whim.
âDeal?â she prompted.
Tom leaned forward and grabbed her around the waist, sweeping her into an arc over his body until she was lying on her back on the messed-up bed, and he began to unravel the sheet from her body inch by delicious inch.
âDeal,â he said. What else would he say? What else could this ever be? In the New Year heâd be taking on further responsibility, another step in his life plan, no room for impetuousness or rash decisions â he had people relying on him. What the hell else could he do â tell his sick father to stuff it, that the medical practice would have to manage for the first time in fifty years without a Henley at the helm because he wanted to jet out to warzones and charity work?
Just like last time, all she wanted from this was a fling. And just like last time, that was all he had to give.
CHAPTER SEVEN
The vibration of his phone brought Tom round and he automatically reached out to grab it from its customary spot on the bedside table without even really waking up. One semi-conscious hand closed over it just as he leaned a smidge too far and then