have to be patient. It had only been a week.
Only
a week? ONLY A WEEK! Sarah had been furious when Tony, ringing from outside the FCO, had told her what the official had said. Bloody woman! There was no way on this earth she could have any kids of her own, but if for some bizarre, twisted reason she did, God help them. When Tony repeated that part of the story Sarah couldnât stop the tears, hot and silent, from cascading down her cheeks again. Jess, holding her, cried too, and it was a relief all over again to shed the bottled-up emotions sheâd been carrying round all day.
âDid they say anything about whether you should go out there, Tony?â Dave sat back after filling up their wine glasses.
âEntirely up to us whether we do or not.â Tony looked over at Sarah. âWeâve talked about it, havenât we,â Sarah nodded, biting her lower lip, âand thereâs no way Sarah can go, with her mum and dad and everything, and
I
canât leave her to cope with that situation on her own ⦠no way, right?â
The question stayed, waiting for someone, anyone, to answer it.
Tony frowned. âWhatâre you saying, Dave? That I shouldâve gone?â
Dave shook his head, leaning forward, elbows on the table. âNot saying that, Tony, mate ⦠course not, I just canât get my head round what a bastard it is to have to make that sort of decision. And anyway, when you see people who have gone to try and help find someone whoâs missing, they donât seem to do anything much except providenews programmes with thirty seconds of film of them standing in some street, and a sound bite.â
Sarah blew her nose. âDid you phone that detective, Tony, the one who came here when we first reported Charlie missing?â
âVenner?â Tony took a drink. âYeah, I did ⦠he said heâd do some chasing, but like they said at the Foreign Office, all police contact has to be through Interpol. He said heâd call me tomorrow. Have you given up smoking, Dave?â
âWhy?â
âBecause if you havenât, I would like one.â
âTony!â Sarah frowned. âDonât do it, donât start again, if Adam sees you smoking â he said one of the reasons heâd stopped was because if you could, so could he.â
âThe discussion is moot, I have no fags.â Dave nodded at his wife. âNurse Ratchet over there would have my guts for garters if she even suspected Iâd thought about buying a packet. Talking of Adam, howâs he taking all this?â
Sarah looked over at Tony. âNot particularly well ⦠he got suspended for two weeks because he got into a fight at college. Some stupid boy making off-colour remarks about what Charlie was doing in Tokyo. He took it very personally. Broke the boyâs finger.â
âHe said it was a mistake, Sarah! What would you rather he did, let them say whatever they like about his sister?â
âIâd actually rather we didnât have an argument, not now â¦â
Dave and Jess left just before midnight, Sarah insisting she didnât want any help with the clearing up. Back in the kitchen Tony, loading the dishwasher, apologised for losing his rag about Adam.
âWhere is he, anyway â did you see him today?â
âThis morning, just before I left to go to Mum and Dadâs.â
âHow was he?â
âHe was ⦠he was OK.â
Tony looked up from arranging the dirty plates in ascending order of size. âWhat was the matter with him?â
âOh, I donât know â¦â Sarah wiped an already clean work surface. âHe wasnât himself, you know?â
âNone of us are, right now. Dâyou think heâs coming back tonight?â
âOr staying with The Girlfriend? Iâve no idea, given up asking. Do you think weâll ever get to meet her?â
Tony stood up. âDoes
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