has gone up since Mrs Thatcher seized the reins. Even the dyed-in-the-wool bigots are going to have to get used to us soon enough.â
She seemed unconvinced.
âIâm CID,â I further explained. âBelieve me, thatâs more of an issue. Some divisions are more important than others and detective versus beat cop is
the
historic peeler schism.â
âIf you say so.â
âDid you have any trouble being an RC in medical school?â
âYou knew I was a Catholic? My nameâs Laura, Iâm a doctor, how could youââ
I pointed to her crucifix. âProddies donât wear those unless theyâve got a morbid fear of vampires.â
âYou donât see many Catholic policemen. Your father was a peeler?â
âGod, no. A clerk, then a country solicitor. Yours?â
âCountry doctor.â
She had taken precisely one sip of her gin and tonic when her pager went.
She found a telephone.
She came back ashen.
âWhat is it?â I asked.
âThe Peacock Room Restaurant, South Belfast,â she said, her voice trembling.
âA bomb?â
âIncendiary.â
âHow many?â
âSix burned alive. A dozen more in the Royal Victoria Hospital. The coroner asked me if I would help ID the victimsin the morning.â
âWhat did you say?â
âWhat can you say?â
She downed her gin and tonic. I took her hand to stop it shaking. It was cold.
âLetâs get out of here,â she said.
Back on West Street it was drizzling and we could hear the sound of rioting in Belfast again, distant and ominous.
âWalk me home,â she said.
I walked her to one of the new flats on Governorâs Place opposite the castle. We put on the TV news. All three channels were carrying it. It was a blast bomb that had been placed next to an oil drum filled with petrol and sugar â IRA napalm. The victims hadnât had a chance.
After five minutes she turned off the tube.
âIâve been to that restaurant,â she said.
She began to cry.
I held her.
âWill you stay?â she asked.
I stayed.
Later. Her bedroom overlooking the harbour. Laura, asleep in the moonlight. The harbour lights dead on the black water. A Soviet coal boat tied up along the wharf. Six people. Six people trying to seize a piece of normality in an abnormal world. Burned alive by incendiaries.
Tiocfadh ar la
. Up the revolution. Our day will come.
I wondered why that particular target. Maybe they hadnât been paying their protection money? Maybe they had but it had been full of Belfastâs high society and it was just too tempting to pass up. And then there was the whole business of the oil drum, manoeuvring that into place implied careful planning and possibly someone on the inside â¦
I sighed â all these were questions for a different team of detectives. I had my own problems. The sheet had fallen off
Lauraâs back. I looked at her long legs tucked up beneath her breasts. I fixed the sheet, slipped out of the bed, pulled on my jeans and sweater. I dressed, grabbed her keys from the dresser and went outside to have a cigarette.
Water. Reflections. Pencil lines of light.
The silence of 3 a.m. Sporadic gunfire. Choppers.
I could see it even if no one else wanted to. This was the Götterdämmerung. This was a time of opportunity for people who wished to walk on the grass, to embrace the irrational, to hug the dark.
I walked down to the harbourâs edge.
Somewhere deep down I heard music. Not Puccini. Schubertâs piano trio in e-flat. His opus 100. The fourth movement where the piano takes the melody â¦
I looked at Lauraâs apartment from the outside. I looked at the sleeping town.
The phosphorescence of bulb and beam.
Youâre out here too, arenât you,
friend
? Youâre awake and wondering about me. Have the peelers got your message? Do they know whatâs in store?
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