appreciation.
“That’s all I ask.”
I enjoy the moment a few seconds long. I grab his hand and we walk in silence to the SUV. I let him drive. He understands how I feel about putting anyone’s life in danger for my own. Being this close to him makes me feel comfortable and safe. I fall asleep in the SUV after a while.
It is a rainy day.
I’m inside a very big house.
The house doesn’t look familiar but it feels like home.
I look around and see neutral colors everywhere.
Wood floors are under my bare feet and I hear Zanders voice but he isn’t calling my name.
I walk to him and he wraps his arms around me, pulling me close.
He kisses me deeply but it doesn’t feel like the kisses I received from him before.
It feel like I’m receiving a kiss intended for someone else.
He picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist.
“I’m glad I chose you to be my Luna.
No one in this world makes me feel the way you do.”
I smile at him in response.
“You were always the wisest.
You are the only one who could ever make me feel like I’m their world.”
The voice isn’t mine, but another females.
“Are you ready to give me my first born?”
The female’s body I’m in looks at him.
Appreciating the work that went into creating him.
“Are you ready to give me mine?”
Before I can stop what is happening, they are naked with him pounding his shaft into her core.
By the time they are about to climax, I’m no longer in her body but standing at the bedroom door.
Staring in horror at what I’m seeing.
The woman is petite but toned.
She has long, loosely curled, strawberry blonde hair.
Olive colored skin stretches across her body.
Not a tan line in sight.
She is either comfortable with sunbathing naked or it is natural.
She appears to be around 5’ judging by the way her legs are wrapped around Zander’s waist.
I hear a subtle voice in my head and notice she is looking straight at me with dark green eyes as a cynical smile spreads across her face.
He is mine and you will never have him.
I jolt awake with a scream. I take in my surroundings, and realize I’m still in the car with Zander. The anger and horror I feel don’t dissipate after I wake up. There is something with that dream that doesn’t sit right with me.
Maybe it’s a vision of what’s to come. Or maybe it’s a vision about Zander’s past. I can’t shake the feeling that it isn’t going to be the ladder.
“Are you ok?”
I look at Zander’s worried face and the anger gets 10x’s worse.
“Of course I’m not ok.”
I turn my head so I’m staring out the passenger window.
“Well are you going to tell me what’s wrong or are you just to ignore me?”
I don’t feel like answering his question. I’m too angry to talk, or even look at him. I decide no matter how hard it will be, but when we stop I will run. I’m going to run further and faster than I have ever run before.
I can’t allow myself to stay around him any longer, because I know in the end he will hurt me. We drive for a few more hours until the gaslight comes on. We stop at a truck stop. I go to the bathroom while he fuels up and buys snacks and drinks.
I wait until he is inside the store to sneak out the window. As soon as my feet hit the ground I run to the SUV. I grab a sleeping bag, my bag of money, and a couple bottles of water.
After I have everything I run for the tree line. I know I look like a blurry streak to the humans, but if Zander sees me he will be after me in a heartbeat.
I’m miles away from the truck stop moments later. I need to stop for a second to get me a drink of water.
I pull the bag from my back and rip out a bottle of water before taking off again. I come to a stream and decide to walk through it, but I’m not going straight across. I walk up the stream for a while until I feel that Zander will lose my scent, then I cross the rest of the way. I figure that