that. I didn’t want a strange man inside of me. I didn’t want to go that far. Instinctively, I knew I couldn’t and wouldn’t go that far. I was about to walk out of the room when I realized that this could be a test of Xavier. If he had any feelings for me, he wouldn’t let anything like that happen. If he loved me and cared for me, it would kill him to see me with someone else. If he loved me, he wouldn’t be able to go through with this. I’d walk out before things got too crazy. And if he weren’tas angry as I hoped him to be, I’d be done with him completel y — 100% done.
“I want all of you to go to that couch,” Charles said. “We’ll tie blindfolds on all of you when it is your turn. However, you can watch each other if you so wish. Does anyone want to volunteer and go first?”
“Sure,” Violeta said with a silky voice. “I’m more than happy to go first.”
“Okay.” Charles nodded. “If you’re sure.”
“I am.” Violeta grinned, grabbed his right hand and I gasped as I watched her stick his hand down the front of her panties. “See, I’m more than ready.”
“Yes, you are.” Charles grinned as he pulled his fingers out and I watched as he stuck them in his mouth and sucked. I looked at the girl next to me and she looked like she was about to pass out. I knew that Violeta was trying to psych us out. I knew that she was only going to continue trying to work us up. And I knew that she was successful already. I just didn’t understand how she was so carefree and easy with her body. How could she just parade herself around like that? I wasn’t sure if it was me or not. Was I a prude? Was I missing something in not allowing myself to just submit to my every whim and feeling? The other two girls and I sat on the couch and watched as Violeta got onto the bed. Charles blindfolded her and I watched as he let his fingers rub against her breasts gently before moving away. I blushed as Violeta let out a loud moan and turned to look at the door as Stephan walked in. My breath caught as he looked in my direction and smiled, his blue eyes intense and breathtaking as he stared at me. My heart raced as I gazed back at him and watched as he took off his jacket and unbuttoned his shirt. He was gorgeous and his chest was perfectly lean and muscular, like that of a swimmer.
“If you were mine, you would not be in here.” He walked over to me and spoke softly as he continued to gaze at me, his eyes caressing me as I sat on the couch. I looked away and shifted uncomfortably as my stomach flipped. I felt confused and on edge as I realized that I was attracted to him. Like, really attracted to him. I wasn’t sure what was wrong with me. I was in love with Xavier, yet, I was physically attracted to Stephan. In fact, a part of me wondered what he was like in bed. A part of me wondered if he was as intense under the sheets as he was in person and I hated that I felt that way. It made me wonder if I was as in love with Xavier as I thought I was.
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“This is scary,” the girl next to me said and made a face as we sat there waiting to see what was going to happen next. “I don’t know if I want to do this.”
“Why are you doing this?” I asked, wondering why she was going ahead after what had happened to her sister.
“I love Johan.” She sighed. “I have since we were kids.” She shifted on the seat. “He’s my soul mate and, well, his father said this was the only way we could be together.”
“That’s awful,” I said, my voice sad and upset for her.
“Well, you’re here too,” she said accusingly. “Prince Xavier doesn’t exactly have you on a pedestal.”
“Well, it’s not that he...” I started, but my voice trailed off as the lights went off. I was glad that the first test was about to start. I wasn’t really sure what to say. What could I say about all of this?
“Let us start,” Charles said and Stephan gave me one last look and winked before making his way to