Free A Suitable Vengeance by Elizabeth George Page A

hand to brush at her face, but the effort drained her of strength. Sighing, she trudged on towards the house.
     
     
     
    It was one thing, of course, to talk of love and marriage in London. It was another to feel the full range of implications behind those easy words when she saw them spread out before her in Cornwall. By the time she got out of the limousine that had met them at the Land’s End air strip, Deborah Cotter was feeling decidedly light-headed. Her stomach was churning as well.
    Because she had never known Lynley in any way other than in her own environment and upon her own terms, she hadn’t thought about what it would mean to marry into his family. She knew he was an earl, of course. She’d ridden in his Bentley, been to his London house, even met his valet. She’d eaten off his china, drunk from his crystal, and watched him dress himself in his hand-tailored clothes. But all of that had somehow fallen into a category of behaviour which she had conveniently labelled How Tommy Lives. None of it had ever affected her own life in any way. However, seeing Howenstow from the air, as Lynley circled the plane twice over the estate, had served as the first indication to Deborah that life as she had known it for twenty-one years faced potential—and radical—alteration.
    The house was an enormous Jacobean structure built in the shape of a variegated E with its central leg missing. A large secondary wing grew in reverse direction from the building’s west leg and to the northeast, just beyond its spine, stood a church. Beyond the house clustered a scattering of outbuildings and stables, and beyond these the Howenstow park spread out in the direction of the sea. Cows grazed on this parkland amid towering sycamore trees that grew in abundance, protected from the sometimes inclement southwestern weather by a fortuitous, natural slope of land. At the perimeter of all this, the skillfully crafted Cornish wall marked the boundary of the estate proper, but not the end of the Asherton property which was, Deborah knew, divided among dairy farms, agriculture, and abandoned mines that had once provided the district with tin.
    Faced with the concrete, undeniable reality that was Tommy’s home—no longer an illusory setting for the weekend house parties she had overheard discussed by St. James and Lady Helen for so many years—Deborah’s mind became taken up with the risible notion of herself—Deborah Cotter, the child of a servant—moving blithely into the life of this estate as if it were Manderley with Max de Winter brooding somewhere within its walls, waiting to be rejuvenated by the love of a simple woman. Hardly an act in her line, she thought.
    What on earth am I doing here? The entire situation felt like a dream, with chimerical elements stacking one upon the other. The flight down in the plane, the first viewing of Howenstow, the limousine and uniformed chauffeur waiting on the air strip. Even Lady Helen’s lighthearted greeting of this man—“Jasper, my God! So sartorially splendid! The last time I was here, you hadn’t even bothered to shave.”—did little to allay Deborah’s qualms.
    At least nothing was expected of her on the drive to Howenstow other than to admire Cornwall, and she had. It was a wild part of the country, comprising desolate moors, stony hillsides, sandy coves whose hidden caves had long been used as smugglers’ caches, sudden lush woodlands where the countryside dipped into a combe, and everywhere tangles of celandine, poppy, and periwinkle that dominated the narrow lanes.
    The main drive to Howenstow shot off from one of these, canopied by sycamores and edged by rhododendrons. It passed a lodge, skirted the park, dipped beneath an ornate Tudor gatehouse, circled a rose garden, and ended before a massive front door above which a hound and a lion battled resplendently in the Asherton coat of arms.
    They got out of the car with the usual jumble that accompanies an arrival. Deborah