Free A Suitable Vengeance by Elizabeth George

squint myopically through the trees. Vague figures moved near a table set out on the lawn where an old oak provided a substantial area of shade. Two of the Howenstow dailies were at work there.
    Nancy recognised their voices. They were girls she had known from childhood, acquaintances who had never quite become her friends. They belonged to that collection of humanity who lived behind the barrier which she had erected between herself and others on the estate, barring her from intimacy with the Lynley children as effectively as with the children of the tenants, the farmers, the day workers, and the servants.
    Nowhere Nancy, she had labelled herself, and her life had been an effort to carve out a singular place where she might belong. She had that place now, nominal at best, but decidedly her own, a world circumscribed by a five-month-old baby daughter, Gull Cottage, and Mick.
    Mick. Michael Cambrey. University graduate. Journalist. World traveller. Man of ideas. And husband of Nancy.
    She had wanted him from the first, eager to bask in his charm, to relish his looks, to hear his conversation and his easy laughter, to feel his eyes upon her and hope to be the cause of their animation. So when she went on her weekly visit to his father’s newspaper to check over the bookkeeping as she’d done for two years, when she found Mick there in place of his father, his invitation to linger and chat for a bit had been welcome.
    How he loved to talk. How she loved to listen. With little to contribute save her admiration, however, how simple it had been to arrive at the belief that she needed somehow to contribute more to their relationship. And she had done so—on the mattress in the old Howenstow mill where they’d spent an entire April making love, starting January’s baby.
    She’d given little thought to how her life might change. She’d given less thought to how Mick himself might change. Only the moment existed, only sensation mattered. His hands and mouth, his hard, male body insistent and eager, the faint salt on his skin, his groan of pleasure as he took her. The knowledge that he wanted her superseded any reflection upon the possible consequences. They were insubstantial.
    How different it was now.
    “Can we talk about it, Roderick?” she’d heard Mick say. “With our money situation being what it is, I hate to see you make a decision like this. Let’s talk about it when I get back from London.”
    He’d listened, laughed once, replaced the telephone receiver, and turned to find her shrinking back from the doorway, a flame-faced eavesdropper. But he wasn’t concerned by her presence. He merely ignored her and returned to his work while above them in the bedroom little Molly wailed.
    Nancy had watched as he tapped on the keys of his new word processor. She heard him mutter and saw him pick up the manual to read a few pages. She didn’t cross the room to speak to him. Instead, she wrung her hands.
    With our money situation being what it is …They didn’t own Gull Cottage. It was merely a rental, let to them on a monthly basis. But money was tight. Mick spent it too freely. The last two rental payments hadn’t been made. If Dr. Trenarrow intended an increase now, if that increase were added to what they already owed, they would sink. And if that happened, where on earth could they go? Certainly not to Howenstow where they would have to live in the lodge on her father’s angry charity.
    “Linen’s gotter ’ole in it, Mary. Brought another?”
    “Not with. Set a plate down on’t.”
    “’Oo the ’ell’s gonna sit squat in the middle of the table, Mar?”
    Laughter drifted Nancy’s way as the dailies shook out a crisp white table cloth. It billowed from their hands, caught in a sudden gust of wind that managed to find its way through the armour of the trees. Nancy raised her own face to it, but it captured a patch of dead leaves and dust and flung them up at her so that she tasted fine grit.
    She lifted a