Free Irreparable (Wounded Souls) by Amanda Lanclos Page B

reach over to the night stand and pull out a wrapper, beginning to tear it with my teeth when Sam stops me by taking it and throwing it.  “I’m on the pill, and I’m clean . I don’t want barriers. I’ve lived with them for far too long Jameson. I need you to heal me.”
    I groan; she’s trusting me more than anyone ever has, and I have to prove I am worth it .  I lean over her and kiss her lips slowly, tenderly and then I groan out as the head of my cock presses against her hot entrance. I meet her eyes and she shakes her head giving me conformation to continue. I keep eye contact with her not wanting to lose her to the memories, and I slide inside her.  She winces and I stop immediately. “Sam?” I groan trying to not let her see how stopping is affecting me . She’s just so damn tight.
    “Don’t stop, I’m okay. I’ve just gotta get used to it,” she lets out breathily and I sigh. I don’t want to hurt her, but I don’t want to stop either.  I move my hips slowly in and out and she starts to moan a little.  Holy shit, she feels so good.
    “Sam, baby, I don’t know if I can last long,” I sigh and she smirks. “I think I’d be insulted if it took you a long time the first time.” She laughs softly and grabs a handful of my ass and that’s all it takes. I move inside her a couple times more and I know I’m on the verge of coming, but not without her.  I lick two of my fingers and I reach down and rub her clit while I pump inside her at a steady pace . H er breathing is starting to match mine, and I know she’s just as close as I am. 
    “Jameson! I’m going to come!” she lets out in a breathy moan and just like that she’s pulling me deeper into her. As her muscles contract, I lose my control, and I shoot my load deep into her, gloriously emptying my balls.  I lay my head in the crook between her neck and shoulder and kiss her, using my arms to keep most of my weight off of her . ‘I love you Sam,” I breathe out and she turns her head and runs her fingers through my hair.
    “I don’t know if I am worthy of those emotions, but I love you too Jameson.” She sighs and my heart has just enlarged double what it was. She feels the same way. Maybe, just maybe I am capable of being whole again. 
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    Waking up in the middle of the night to Sam was an amazing thing to experience. I don’t know what I did to deserve her, but God thank you.  I lie in bed and watch her as she sleeps, and then decide I think it’s time for a little repeat of earlier.  I slide my hand over her back and down to her ass. I slide my finger inside her, and I love that she’s still wet. She moans a little in her sleep and I move my fingers in and out of her intoxicating heat .  She stirs and looks at me. 
    “Jameson.” She gives me that stern look and I smile as she looks at me. “Don’t even act like you don’t want it babe.” I give her the same stern look and she laughs.  “I am pretty sure the evidence is against me even if I wanted to lie to you.”  I laugh loudly because she’s right ; she’s so wet.
    “I want to try something Jameson.” She sits up and I groan as my finger slides out of her. “And what would that be?” I raise an eyebrow and she sits up and looks at me. I hate when she sees me like this; I hate not having my legs.  These bandages make it extremely hard for me to feel at all sexy, even if I do have a six pack and biceps and on and on. Most people can’t even tell I don’t have legs especially in my jeans, but damn being exposed like this, even in front of someone that loves you, is hard. 
    “Don’t laugh at me.” She looks at me and bites her lip, and I wonder what she has going on in that pretty little head of hers. She leans down and kisses my neck and then kisses the tattoo on my shoulder.   S he starts making her way down my stomach and to my already hard cock. 
    “Sam… you don’t have to do-” but she cuts me