stay up half the night stitching seams for the poor. But when you arenât engaged in charitable activities, you knot silk laces that are as light as cobwebs.â
âWhat?â she said faintly, dropping back into her chair.
âLight as cobwebs,â Cosway repeated, reseating himself as well. âI remember actually considering whether I should request further details. I was establishing a weaving factory in India.â
âYou wereâ what ?â
âWeaving. You know, silks.â
âI thought you were wandering around the Nile.â
âWell, that too. But Iâm afflicted by curiosity. I canât go to a new place without wanting to figure out how things are made, and how they might be made better. That leads to shipping them here and there, generally back to England for sale.â
âYouâre a merchant,â Isidore said flatly. âDoes your mother know of this development?â
He thought about it. âI have no idea. I expect not.â
âI truly feel sorry for her. You do realize that I wasnât even living with her during the time when she wrote all those letters describing my domestic virtues?â
âA revelation I find, sadly, unsurprising. Iâm afraid my arrival has been a terrible shock to my mother. All the time she was sending me letters about my submissive, chaste wifeââ
âI am chaste!â Isidore flashed.
He met her eyes. âI know that.â
A flare of heat went straight down her back to her legs. âSo you thought I was a meek little Puritanââ
âTame,â he said, nodding. There was an annoying hint of a smile in his eyes. âMeek and obedient.â
âYour mother has much to answer for.â
âI formed a picture of our marriage based on that wife.â
âWho doesnât exist.â
He nodded, but his face sobered. âYouâre obviously far more intelligent than the pliable woman my mother described, Isidore. So I have to tell you that from whatIâve seen in the world, the best marriages are those in which a manâs wife isâwell, biddable.â
Isidore felt her temper rising again but pushed it down. What could she expect? He may not have the outward trappings of an English gentleman, but he was voicing what many a man believed.
âI agree,â she said. âAlthough I would broaden the category. Were I to choose my own spouse, for example, I would like him to be, shall we say, civilized?â
His teeth were very white against his golden skin when he smiled. âMeek and obedient, in other words?â
âThose are not popular words among men. But I could see myself with a husband who was more quiet than myself. I haveââ she coughed ââa terrible temper.â
âNo!â
âAll this sarcasm canât be good for you,â she said. âYou told me in the carriage that you like your every utterance to be straightforward.â
He laughed. âI can see you riding roughshod over some poor devil of a husband.â
âI wouldnât,â she said, stung. âWe could simply discuss things together. And come to an agreement that didnât involve my opinion losing ground to his simply because I was his wife.â
âThatâs reasonable. But the truth of it is that you would smile at him, and crook your finger, and the man would come to you as tame as a lapdog.â
Isidore shook her head. âItâs not the sort of relationship you would understand.â
âI shall enjoy seeing you engage in it. If we annul our marriage and I can watch some other fellow experiencing it with you. Naturally I would repay your dowry with ample interest.â
So he didnât want to come anywhere near her. Isidore was so stoked by rage that she could hardly speak. Shewas being rejectedâ rejected!â by her husband after waiting for him for years. She got up again and walked a few