hardly recognizable. I practically wanted to put him up as the centerpiece of the table and present him proudly to my parents; but instead I just made introductions, and they all shook hands.
Then, when everyone was seated, I brought the platter to the table. â Voilà ,â I said. â Bon appétit. â And I unveiled mygastronomical masterpiece.
Tennyson and Brew just stared at it like it had come from Mars.
âWhat is that?â Tennyson asked.
âItâs a tri-tip roast,â I said.
Tennyson looked like he might become physically ill. âWhereâd you get it?â he asked.
âThe store. Where else?â
âIâll pass.â
âWhat do you mean, youâll pass? You canât pass! I was cooking all afternoon!â
Tennyson turned to Brew, and Brew grinned. âStill not eating meat?â
âIâll eat it when Iâm good and ready,â said Tennyson.
The fact that the two of them had some secret that I wasnât aware of really bothered me. âAre you going to tell me what this is all about?â
âNot while weâre eating,â said Tennyson, and he loaded his plate with asparagus, announcing that it didnât make him a vegetarian.
âItâs a lovely dinner, Brontë,â said Mom; but instead of eating, she got up to clean the pots and pans that I had cooked with, refusing to sit down again.
Dad said nothing about the meal, or about anything else. He served himself and picked at the food on his plate, glaring down with an intensity that was both cold and hot at the sametime, like he had a vendetta against the roast and hated each and every vicious spear of asparagus before him.
The silence around the table was awful and simply had to be broken, but no one was willing to do it but me.
âItâs not usually like this,â I told Brew. âThat is to say, itâs not really this quiet. Usually we have conversationsâespecially when we have guests. Right?â
Finally Dad took the hint. âSo, exactly how long have you known each other?â he asked, but his tone was strangely bitter.
âWe started going out three weeks ago, if thatâs what you mean,â Brew said. âBut weâve known each other since elementary school. Or at least known of each other.â
Dad shoved a piece of meat into his mouth and spoke with his mouth full. âGlad to hear it,â he said as he cut another piece of meat. âYou have my blessing,â he said to me. â Via con Dios .â
It was the most mad-bizarre thing Iâd ever heard my father say. I turned to see Momâs reaction, but she was still busy washing the pots and pans, keeping her back to the rest of us.
Finally I lost it. âWhatâs wrong with you?â I shouted to Mom and Dad.
No answer for a while. Then Dad said, âNothingâs wrong, Brontë. Iâm just worried about your mother. Sheâs putting so much effort into that âMonday night classâ she teaches, Iâm concerned for her health.â He glared at her back like it wasan accusation. Suddenly I realized that it was.
For a brief moment I met Brewâs eyes, and there was panic in them. I could see the way he held his utensils tightly in his hands, as if heâd have to use them as weapons at any moment. I turned to Tennyson, whose hands were out, palms down on the table; he was looking at his plate as if he were silently saying grace. No, thatâs not it, I realized. My brotherâs bracing himself. Bracing himself for what?
And suddenly my blinders fell away, letting the big picture invade my mind in all of its terrible glory.
20) OBLIVIOUS
Enola Gay is the name of the plane that dropped the atomic bomb on Hiroshima and, three days later, on Nagasaki. It flew so high that when it released a bomb, it took one minute and forty-three seconds for the bomb to reach the ground. Actually, I made that part up; but you
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