Free Destined to Change by Lisa M. Harley Page B

neck, and then he took my nipple into his mouth. I almost had an orgasm right then. I hadn’t been touched like that in ten years. Ten very, very long years. I couldn’t get enough of him.
    He sucked and then he bit me. Wow! I liked it. It felt amazing. I couldn’t help it though when I cried out as he leaned over and bit my other nipple.
    “Shit, did I hurt you?” Jaxon panicked.
    “No, it feels so good - please don’t stop.”
    He looked up at me, gave me that sexy ass smirk and nipped one nipple, while he squeezed the other between his fingertips.
    With one hand I started rubbing his chest and with the other I was pulling at his jeans. I really didn’t know what came over me. I didn’t know if it was the rain or the way Jaxon was kissing a trail down further and further until he found the one place that really needed his attention, but I was a freaking hot mess.
    He looked up at me through those gorgeous long eyelashes, silently asking me if it was okay. I nodded and he pulled my wet jeans off and then my panties were gone. He kissed my inner thigh and then trailed kisses down to my sex. He started tracing circles on my clit with his tongue. I was so close, I was moaning as I arched my back. Jaxon inserted his finger and then two fingers, in and out, over and over again until I exploded with a loud scream, “Jaxon – Oh my god - Jaxon!”
    He climbed up and kissed me, it was so soft and loving. I knew at that moment that I was falling for this guy, and not just because of the mind blowing orgasm he just gave me, there was just something about him. I really wanted to make him feel as great as he made me feel, but when I started to unzip his jeans, he stopped me. “This was for you. I just wanted to make you feel like I've felt every time I’ve looked at you.” With those words, my heart melted. 
    Sometime during the last few minutes the rain had stopped and the sun was shining.  I had to ask him, “Why didn’t you kiss me on our date?”
    He closed his eyes, took a deep breath. “You have no idea how much I wanted to. But you had been drinking, and I didn’t want our first real kiss to happen when you were tipsy.” I leaned toward him and kissed him softly. “Thanks for that. This first kiss was pretty amazing.” Uh-oh, I was definitely falling for this guy.
     
    Jaxon
     
    Our date had been perfect.  It was actually the best date I had ever been on.  I had two opportunities to kiss her.  And I wasted both of them.  I told myself that it was because she had been drinking and I didn’t want our first real kiss to be when she was buzzed.  But the real reason why I didn’t kiss her was because I knew I shouldn’t kiss her.  Uncle Jake had warned me away from her.  He told me she had heartbreak in her past and then she confirmed it when she told me about Declan.  I should’ve stayed away from her.  I shouldn’t have asked her out.  But I wanted to.  There was just something different about her.  She was so sweet and just, I don’t know, different than anyone I had ever known. 
    I decided after our date, that I had to keep my ass away from her.  She deserved so much better than me.  We didn’t speak on the way home much.  I didn’t dream of offering her a kiss goodnight, and I didn’t call her the next day.  I knew I was being an ass, but I felt like that was the way it needed to be.  When she found out about my history, she would run away screaming.  This way we would just avoid all that.
    Uncle Jake asked me to take one of the four-wheelers out and do a field check.  Just to see if anything was going on with any of the cattle or anything.  I was coming up over one of the hills when I saw her.  Loralei.  She was so damn sexy.  She was cussing and screaming at her four-wheeler that had smoke barreling out of it.  I drove down the hill to see if I could help her out.
    “Need some help?” I asked.
    She responded, “It seems as though I do.”
    I walked to the front of the