the bed, kicking the blanket and Leo off me, almost tumbling to the floor. I managed to catch myself in time, but then I notice the mirror, which shows my naked ass. I have a roaring headache, and the damage from last night is clearly visible. My clothes and lingerie are spread out all over the room, and I jump across all the toys and his clothes to find them and put them on. I find my dress draped over the couch, and once I have it on, some creaks are audible behind me.
“Good morning.”
Shit. I turn around, and there’s Leo, staring at me … butt naked.
My eyes widen as I look down at his junk, which is still quite huge. When he notices my eyes, he looks down too, and then back at me, smiling like a fool. “Ha, I guess we had fun last night.”
“Fun? I barely remember it,” I say, looking under the couch for my shoes.
“Yeah, I thought it was. Are you regretting it or something?”
“Don’t you? I mean, God, we were wasted,” I say, putting on my shoe while holding onto the couch so I don’t fall over.
“Who cares? We were both drunk, but we’re responsible adults. We know what we’re doing.”
“I don’t,” I say, shaking my head.
He frowns. “What are you doing?”
“Trying to find my other shoe,” I say, looking under the table.
“You threw it out the window.”
“What?” I gasp. Oh, fuck no. “Seriously?”
“Yeah, along with some other things, like your bra.” He grins.
No wonder I couldn’t find it. Oh God, what if someone else did? “I have to go.”
“What? Why? You haven’t even had breakfast yet. Let me make you some coffee first.”
“No, no, I have to go now,” I say, grabbing my bag.
“Why are you in such a hurry? It’s like you’re terrified of me. Are you mad at me or something?”
“No, I think…” I don’t know what to feel right now. I’m not even sure I know what I’m doing, but I made a mistake. Big time.
“Then what? We had sex. Nothing wrong with that.”
I stop in my tracks, turn around and say, “Leo. I licked your cum.” I point at my mouth. “I had you in my mouth.”
He chuckles like he just got handed an extra bonus payment. “Yeah, that was fun, too.”
“Without a condom!” I yell.
“What, are you afraid you might contract something from me? No, oh no. I’m clean.”
“How do you know?” I scream. “For all we know, I might be carrying some STD now. Oh God, what did I do?” I slap myself on the forehead. “I licked your fucking cock. How could I be so stupid?”
“Believe me, I’m clean.” He walks to his cabinet and takes out a paper. “And if you don’t believe me, here’s the proof.”
He hands me the paper, which I snatch from his hand so he doesn’t have more excuses to come closer. Naked Leo is not in my scope right now.
“You didn’t make a mistake,” he reiterates. “I don’t have anything, and I assume you don’t either. We just had sex. It’s no big deal.”
“No big deal?” I frown, looking at him. The paper does say he’s clean, but it still doesn’t make any of it okay. I push it back into his hand. “I have to go.”
I turn around and walk toward the door.
“Hold up.”
“I can’t do this, Leo. I can’t keep doing this. Whatever it is.”
“What?” He frowns.
“I didn’t want just sex.”
“What do you mean? I thought you wanted this.”
“No, I do, but not like this. Not … coming out of a bar, completely smashed, just for the fun of it.”
“It wasn’t fun for you?”
“It was, but I don’t just fuck people, Leo. I don’t fuck,” I exclaim.
“And you think I do?” he says, making a face. “You think I just fuck every girl I meet?”
“No, I’m not saying that. Ugh, it’s all coming out so wrong. I just … I let myself be seduced, again. I can’t, I just can’t … ugh.” I open the door.
“Wait, Sam. Stop. Don’t go,” he says.
Too late, I’ve already stepped outside and closed the door.
Chapter 14
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