expecting. He offered to buy
Fee dinner as a thanks for all the help, and Fee
picked a Thai place right down the street from
Grounds For Thought. They ordered a few dishes
to share and spent so long talking they eventually
noticed they were getting dirty looks from the
waitstaff and decided to wander over to the
bookstore so someone else could have their table.
There they settled into a pair of plush, purple
chairs with lemon-berry bars and steaming cups of
coffee—heavy on the sugar for Fee, extra cream
for Ash—and talked until they heard the
announcement that the store would be closing.
Ash was amazed how simple it was to talk to
Fee once the initial ice had been broken. Fee had
asked about the brightly colored tattoos that
decorated Ash's arms from shoulder to wrist. They
all meant something, from the opening notes to his
favorite Zeppelin song ("Kashmir"), to the cluster
of irises he'd gotten on his left upper-arm to honor
his cousin, who'd been named after the flowers and
died of leukemia when she was fifteen, and the
Byrne coat of arms, which took up most of his right
forearm and was a tribute to his ancestors and Irish
heritage. Fee listened to each story and said that he
was considering getting one someday, something to
represent his mother, who from the sound of his
voice, he clearly adored.
"I could design something for you if you
wanted," Ash offered.
Fee looked startled for a moment. "Really?"
"Of course. That's probably my favorite part of
the process, actually. I love it when people come
in with only a vague idea of what they want. It
gives me a bit of artistic freedom, while still
forcing me to work within the confines of their
vision, you know? It's a challenge."
Fee nodded. "Yeah, I can see that."
Ash grinned at him. "I'd be happy to come up
with a few different designs. Just say when."
"I'd like that." Fee smiled shyly. "I'll let you
know."
4.4
Before Ash was entirely ready for the night to
be over, Fee was dropping him off. Ash couldn't
help the flicker of disappointment that ran through
him when Fee pulled to a stop in front of his
apartment building. The day had gone unexpectedly
well—way better than he'd even hoped—and he
was a little sad to see it come to an end.
"Thanks so much," he said as Fee opened the
trunk and withdrew the box that contained Ash's
new tablet. It wasn't top of the line, but if it could
do half the things Fee had told him about at the
store, Ash would be thrilled. They'd decided over
dinner that Fee would take the parts for the system
back to his place and build it there. "I really
appreciate this."
"It was no problem at all." Fee slammed the
trunk shut and leaned a hip against the car. "I'll
have your system ready within the next few days,
unless you need it before then."
Ash shook his head. "No, it's cool. I have my
old laptop and the tablet for now. Whenever is
good for you. Just text me when you want to make
plans to bring it over."
"Sure." After a moment's hesitation, Fee added,
"Well, thanks for dinner. I had a good time." He bit
his lip, and for a few seconds, it seemed like he
would say something else, but then he lifted his
hand in a wave and went back to the driver side
door.
"Good night," Ash called as Fee ducked inside.
Ash watched him drive away, but once Fee's car
had disappeared around the corner, he turned to
head inside. His neighborhood wasn't the worst in
Chicago by far, but there was no point in tempting
fate by standing around with something as valuable
as his tablet after dark. People had been mugged in
the area for a lot less.
The apartment was quiet when he entered,
which wasn't surprising. Jae was never home this
early. Carley normally would have been, but he
often had dinner with clients, so it wasn't unusual
to find him gone, too.
Ash exchanged his jeans and slim-fitting V-neck
for a faded Smashing Pumpkins T-shirt and a pair
of navy blue sweatpants and slumped