away. âThe way you kissed me earlier told me how much you still want me.â
âYou made me kiss you,â she argued.
âDonât split hairs, Bronte,â he said. âWe were kissing each other. We want each other just as much as we ever did.â
âI canât have a casual affair with you,â she said. âIhave responsibilities now. I havenât got room in my life for you.â
âMake room,â he said and, tugging her close, brought his mouth down on hers.
CHAPTER FIVE
âG OSH, you look like you didnât get any sleep at all last night,â Rachel said as Bronte came into the studio the next day. âWas it your hot date or your darling daughter who kept you up all hours?â
Bronte gave her a donât-speak-to-me-about-it look.
âCome on, Bronte,â Rachel pleaded. âYou didnât even return any of my texts. What happened? Did you tell him about Ella?â
Bronte blew out a sigh. âNo, I didnât get around to it.â
Rachelâs brows went up. âWhat did you get around to?â She leaned closer and peered at Bronteâs chin. âHey, is that what I think it is?â
Bronte put her hand up to the reddened patch on her chin where Lucaâs evening stubble had left its mark. âItâs nothing,â she said.
Rachel folded her arms in a you-canât-fool-me pose. âBeard rash only happens when you get up close and personal,â she said. âSo the spark is still there, huh?â
Bronte pulled her hair back into a high ponytail, all the while trying to avoid her friendâs eyes. She felt so conflicted about last night. That final kiss had burned her like fire. The stubble rash on her chin was nothingto what she felt inside. She was still smouldering with want, a hot needy craving for more of Lucaâs touch. He had ended the kiss and sent her on her way, only after he had extracted a promise to meet him for dinner this evening. She had practically stumbled back to her car, her emotions on a roller coaster ride as she thought of the danger she was dancing with.
She had spent most of the night once she got home arguing with herself over whether she should have told him from the get-go about Ella. But then the counter argument was always the same: how could she trust him not to take Ella away from her? After all, he had left her in London without a single explanation as to why their affair was over. What was to stop him doing the same thing again, but this time taking Ella with him? It was just too risky. She had to protect her daughter. She had to protect herself.
âSo are you seeing him again?â Rachel asked.
âYes,â Bronte said, slipping out of her street shoes to begin her stretches. âDinner tonight. I donât know why I agreed to it. I know itâs only asking for trouble. He wants to resume our relationship as if nothing happened.â
âThatâs men for you,â Rachel said, rolling her eyes. âSo did he tell you why he broke things off before?â
âNot really,â Bronte said, frowning. âJust that it was a bad time for him or something.â
âYou think there was someone else?â
Bronte let out another long breath. âI donât know what to think. When I spoke to the housekeeper at his place in Milan she was adamant he was involved with someone in LA.â
âBut?â
Bronte met her friendâs grey gaze. âI get the feelingLuca is not being totally straight with me. I donât trust him. I donât think I will ever trust him after what he did. He could have a woman in every country for all I know.â
âYou said he wants to resume his relationship with you,â Rachel said. âBut how are you going to do that without telling him about Ella?â
âHe knows about Ella,â Bronte said. âHe just doesnât know sheâs his. I left my phone behind and he saw some of