mean heâs a rotten guy.â
âIt doesnât mean heâs a good one, either. But no matter what he is, heâs made a terrible impression on me and Iâm not attracted to him one iota, and thatâs the end of the story.â
It was a relief when the restaurantâs patio door opened and Polly reappeared with her drink. Andthankfully, conversation shifted to preparations for Christy and Jackâs wedding. Tamra, Cami, and the maid of honor, Bethany, were throwing an engagement party and there were lots of plans to be made.
âI met Bethany,â Cami told Tamra. âI think youâll like her. Sheâs an artist, like you.â
Tamra smiled. She always appreciated that, being called an artistârecognizing her creations as art was the highest compliment someone could give her. Her mission in life was to leave the world a little richer in that way than sheâd found it.
But as the discussion went on, Tamraâs thoughts drifted unwittingly back to what sheâd said about Jeremy. The last part might have been a lie. She might have been a little bit attracted. Maybe more than even an iota.
But she didnât like thatânot at all. Because it wasnât logical; it didnât make sense. He was unkempt and hairy. Theyâd been at odds since the moment theyâd met. At best, he was cocky and presumptuous; at worst, downright rude. So why on earth had she suffered any twinges of desire for him?
Was she that desperate? Was her body that hungry for sex? Would any able-bodied man whoâd fallen on her and refused to get up have elicited the same reaction?
Ugh. Donât even think like that! You are not desperate. You are not needy. This, too, shall pass.
After all, it was her first morning working with Jeremy, so this was . . . growing pains in their work relationship. It was new and awkward. He was awkward . . . as in too forward and having too much attitude. But soon enough, what had just happened wouldbe further in the past and their time together would start seeming more normal, less fraught with tension. Working with him would become just âanother day at the office.â
But maybe for right now, while things were awkward, sheâd just arrange it so they didnât spend a ton of time working directly together. Sheâd provided him with architectural plans for the hut, so assuming he was as capable a builder as sheâd been promised, she wouldnât really need to be on hand for that. While he worked, she could do other things: tend to the landscaping, design the remaining course obstacles. There were a million things to be done, after all. Heâd do his part, sheâd do hers, and they didnât have to be Siamese twins about it.
Meanwhile, Cami was busy scribbling names into a notebookâa result of Polly asking how big this wedding shower party thing was going to be, since she and Abner were providing the food. âItâs nice for Christy,â Cami added, âthat there are a few people from her hometown who live here. More will come down for the wedding itself, but for the party, weâll definitely want to invite John and Nancy Romo. And Jeremy, too.â
At this, Tamraâs eyebrows shot up. âJeremy? Are you serious?â She made a face. âHeâs becoming part of our social circle now?â
Cami shrugged and opened her eyes wider, as if to say: Deal with it. âHeâs one of Christyâs few links to her hometown here. And besides, everyone else we know will be comingâit would seem weirder not to invite him. And it might be nice to make him feel included.â
Tamra just sighed. âIf he doesnât get included in things, maybe itâs because heâs . . . say, homeless. Or rude. Or gets arrested because he attacks people.âNow her eyes went wide, silently expressing that she was making excellent points.
But Cami seemed unmoved. âRiley was homeless once,