Free The Last Bastion of the Living: A Futuristic Zombie Novel by Rhiannon Frater

already said yes. I ’ m getting ready to leave now,” Maria answered, her hand sliding nervously up and down her arm.
    “No, no. You tell him no. I already lost your father to the Scrags . Don ’ t you go and get yourself killed, too!” Lourdes wailed, slamming her fist onto the armrest of her recliner. “You almost died in that last battle!”
    “Mama, I can ’ t. I made a vow,” Maria answered quietly, her voice rough with emotion.
    “Calm down, Mama, and listen to her,” Mariano urged.
    “I am listening and I don ’ t like it!” Lourdes shouted. “You never come to see me! I hardly see you, and then you call to tell me that you ’ re going to do something stupid and get killed!”
    “Mama,” Maria exclaimed, standing up sharply. “I just wanted to tell you how much I — ”
    “If you go, I don ’ t want to hear from you ever again! I already lost your father! Isn ’ t that enough?” Lourdes sprang out of her chair and stormed out of view.
    Mariano swiftly moved into frame. “She doesn ’ t mean it, Maria. She ’ s just upset. She never wanted you to go into the service,” he said, trying to console her. “And when you got wounded...”
    Despite her best efforts to control her emotions, tears streamed down Maria ’ s cheeks. “I know, I know. But I need to do this. Not just for me, but for you, for her, for everyone.”
    Mariano nodded, his dark eyes studying her. “Just keep safe. Come home safely. She ’ ll forgive you then.”
    “Don ’ t be angry with me.”
    “I ’ m not. I ’ m proud of you. And scared for you,” Mariano admitted. “Be careful, okay?”
    “Tell her I love her, please,” Maria asked. “And I will come back.”
    Mariano flashed his be autiful smile. “I know you will. Y ou ’ re a bad ass. Te amo , sis.”
    “ Te amo ,” Maria answered just before the screen flashed to black.
    “That could have gone better,” Dwayne ’ s voice said, startling her. He stood just inside the narrow doorway in his dark blue uniform, his expression one of concern.
    “I don ’ t know why I ever expect it to go well when I talk to her.” Maria yanked her pad out of the vid-screen and angrily tucked it into her bag of personal possessions.
    “Mothers have a way of making their kids crazy. I see it with Barbara all the time. Hell, my mother did it to me, too.” Dwayne reached out and touched her cheek lightly. “But she loves you. She wouldn ’ t be so upset otherwise.”
    “I know that, but it doesn ’ t make me feel any less shitty.” Maria wiped at her face with irritation. “I just wanted this one conversation to go well and not end with her yelling at me.”
    Wrapping her up in his arms, Dwayne held Maria close, kissing her forehead.
    “And I hate crying! And she always makes me cry and feel like a stupid little kid. I ’ m not a stupid little kid, Dwayne. I ’ m a bad ass. I ’ m a decorated war hero. I shook the hand of the p resident! But is that good enough for her?”
    Dwayne listened in silence as she raged.
    Maria clenched her hands at her sides, stepping away from him. “She is always going to hold it against me for enlisting. Hell, she even blames me for getting wounded. The last time we argued she claimed I had killed her future grandchildren because I chose to become a soldier. At least she didn ’ t throw that in my face this time.”
    Dwayne sighed as he sat on the edge of the bed. His blue eyes gazed up at her with such tenderness, Maria felt her rage start to ebb away. It wasn ’ t his fault she had failed in all of her mother ’ s expectations of her. She had betrayed her mother by following in her father ’ s footsteps, and for that her mother would never forgive her. Rubbing her hand over her stomach, she could feel the ugly scars beneath her shirt.
    “I don ’ t know what to say other than I believe in you and what you have chosen to do. I ’ m scared, too. That ’ s most likely why she ’ s lashing out at you. I ’ m not saying