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Mrs. Donovan on a regular basis so he must call her all the
time to check up with his mother.
    The
more I thought how close they quickly got without even having met until now,
made me suddenly feel insecure. Did Drew actually liked Amber?
    I
felt like I had just been cheated on, although I had no right to claim Drew. It
made me angry yet sad. Drew and I weren’t together. We weren’t even dating.
What we did have was sometimes heavy lust-filled making out and one-time sex.
Was that enough to sustain a lifetime?
    Looking
at Drew talking to Amber and completely oblivious to me; I wondered if I could
even date date him without ever worrying about him straying. Women found him
attractive all the time, plus he was friendly to everyone, the All-American
hottie next door. He would constantly be tempted even if we were together.
    Fed
up with how he was openly flirting with Amber right in front of me, just after
I learned about the devastating news about Nat; I was furious. What did I do to
be treated like this?
    “Drew,”
I said, walking up to him. “I’m going to go out to the car and wait for you. I
take it, you’ve already shown what you wanted me to see.”
    I
nodded at Amber and headed out the garage door to find Drew’s car. I was ready
to go. I was feeling weak, having to deal with finding out Nat was closer to me
than I ever imagined. And now Drew actively flirting with his mother’s new
nurse.
    Luckily
the door was not locked. I threw open the passenger seat’s door, played the
radio, and sat in before the tears started.
    Dammit,
don’t cry, Summer! I wiped away my tears and took out my phone.
    SUMMER: 
Rach – can you get me on the Donovan private jet back to the Pad? Something’s
come up. In a hurry.
    RACHEL:
I can try. I just got authority to authorize an emergency. I’ll get in touch
with Steve, the pilot. Aren’t you at Donovan Dynamics with Drew? Can’t he get
you on the jet?
    SUMMER:
Drew is getting it on with the girl taking care of your mom. Left me in the
garage.
    RACEL: 
WTF is wrong with him? Listen Sum, I’ll try to get the jet, but not sure how
soon I can get you on.
    SUMMER:
Good because Drew is acting strange, and…
     
    At
that moment, the door from the house to the garage flung open, and Drew rushed
out. His face apologetic and sad.
    I
got out of the car and stood by my door, my arms crossed. “If you think I’m
going anywhere with you, Drew, think again. I’m heading home as soon as I can
instead of spending…”
    Drew
tackled me to the car, plastering me against it, his hands roaming all over my
body as his mouth crashed onto mine. It was a ferocity that was even more
intense than the last time we were kissing here at the same spot. His hands
reached underneath my shirt and bra, kneading my breasts before he tore open my
front-buttoned bra and bent down to take each breasts in his mouth.
    I
was angry, in shock that he was once again blowing hot, but so turned on, I
couldn’t think. It was like his touch could instantly melt away all thoughts
and feelings, except for this feeling of now. What he was doing to my body, to
me, I couldn’t ignore. The feelings and sensations were so intense, it pulled
all my attention towards them. Like the time he made love to me…it brought me
back from the bottomless pit of pain I was delving in before Drew’s heated
touch and lovemaking skills made me feel something else instead…something
stronger.  Lust.  The basic animal instinct so strong and prevalent in
humankind. Encouraged in men by their fathers to display it, but discouraged by
society when it was found in equal measure in a woman. Drew had awaken my inner
quest for sensual satisfaction, and he was my match when it came to the level
of passion and drive we had for it.
    If
Aunt Sookie was still alive, I wouldn’t know what she’d think of it. It was
unbecoming for a good girl to be so sensual…to openly desire good and
satisfying sex. Well, times have changed, and I felt Aunt