for her to have a place to stay until she could get one of her own. Sheâd been strictly a partner with him on missions, and yet this felt different.
Maybe because they were both free this time. Or because theyâd been fighting the attraction since their first mission together. Or it was the dancing, the Singapore sling sheâd had, and then the wine theyâd drunk. But it didnât feel right to be with him in bed and do nothing more.
âOkay,â she said.
He looked over at her. âHmm?â
Maybe he didnât want anything more to happen between them. Maybe she was just imagining that he might want to, well, kiss her. Maybe he would be shocked at her admission that she wanted to kiss him.
âWeâ¦might as well get it over with. Donât you think?â she asked.
He smiled. âIf youâreâ¦asking what I think youâre askingâ¦â
âIâ¦find youâ¦attractive,â she said quickly.
âThe feelingâs mutual.â
âI donât want you to think anything more will come of this. We have to work together on missions. I donât want to ruin that for us. I like working with you. Youâre fun to be with. And I donât want the whole agency to know about this.â
âIâll be perfectly discreet.â
Then she worried. What if he thought she meant she wanted to have sex with him? She felt her face flush with heat. âWeâd better get our sleep.â
âAre you sure?â
âYeah.â She didnât know why she was having such a time with this. Maybe because she was so afraid of what others in the branch might think about them. Out with the old, in with the new. And she really wasnât thisâ¦impulsive. If anyone else had offered to let her stay for a few nightsâlike his sister or someone not as hot, someone she didnât like and admire so much and who didnât seem to feel the same way about her but was also availableâshe wouldnât have had any problem with it.
âMelissa?â
âHmm?â
âWhat are you thinking?â
Way too much. âThat I should be sleeping. Thatâ¦we should be sleeping.â
She looked over at him. He was smiling. âBut?â he asked. His gaze drifted to her mouth.
âWe shouldnât,â she said.
âWe shouldnât,â he agreed, yet his eyes stole to her lips again.
âWe donât really want this,â she said, as if reassuring herself that was the right thing to say and the right way to feel.
âWe donât.â Only he said it as more of a question. And then he unlocked his arms from behind his head, and she knew she was in trouble. She should have turned away from him and pretended to sleep.
He turned to face her and ran his hand over her hair. She was too far away. Unless he moved closer, or she did⦠And she knew she shouldnât move any closer.
Melissa was cute. Huntley wasnât really sure what she was thinking. How could he be? He was a guy and what he was thinking was how much heâd like to make love to her. Not just because she was convenient. But because heâd thought about it on and off since heâd first seen her and then worked with her. He didnât think she really was ready to go to sleep. Not the way she was mulling over the situation between them.
He could understand her reluctance to get involved with himâespecially so soon after both their breakups. Yet he felt they were so much more compatible than theyâd been with their recent others. Melissa needed someone who could enjoy the wilderness with her like Huntley did and who understood what she went through on missions. He needed someone he could decompress with, who didnât shut him out when he wanted to talk about the last mission heâd been on, and who enjoyed working with him on missions.
âYou want to talk?â He didnât want the same thing he had with Genista,