stroking my
daughter’s thigh, I wouldn’t just wink and turn away.) When a girl
lays her head in the lap of a teenage boy, that’s foreplay. You may think
that’s a mild form, but that’ll get your motor running at levels
too high for young motors. Even slow dancing can be foreplay if certain parts
of the body are in close contact.
This isn’t to say that young
couples can’t relate physically in ways that aren’t foreplay, such
as holding hands, walking arm-in-arm, or even engaging in a short kiss. But
heavy kissing around the neck and chest leads naturally to taking off some
clothes, which leads to mutual masturbation, which leads to intercourse.
You may be asking, “What does all of this have to do with my
eyes?” Impurity of the eyes provides definite sexual gratification.
Isn’t that foreplay? When you see a hot movie scene, is there a twitch
below your belt? What are you thinking when you’re on the beach and
suddenly focus on a jaw-dropping beauty in a thong bikini walking past you? You
gasp while Mission Control drones, “We have ignition!” You have her
in bed on the spot, though only in your mind. Or you file away the image and
fantasize about her later.
You stare at a sexy model and lust. Your
motor revs into the red zone, and you need some type of release or the
engine’s going to blow. You’re preparing your body for intercourse,
even if it’s “false intercourse” with a jar of Vaseline.
No doubt about it: Visual sexual gratification is a form of sex for men. As
males, we draw sexual gratification and chemical highs through our eyes. Alex
remembers the time he was watching TV with his sister-in-law. The rest of the
family was at the mall.
She was lying flat on her stomach on the floor
in front of me, wearing tight shorts, and she’d fallen asleep watching
TV. I was on the chair, and I happened to look down and see her upper thigh and
a trace of her underwear. I tried to ignore it, but my heart started racing a
little, and my eyes kept looking at the back of her upper thigh. It got so
exciting that I began to stare and get really excited. I had to release it
somehow. I masturbated while she slept, right out in the open.
In
Alex’s case, impurity of the eyes was clearly foreplay, which led to
further sin. It’s critical to recognize visual sexual impurity as
foreplay. If viewing sensual things merely provides a flutter of appreciation
for a woman’s beauty, it would be no different from viewing the awesome
power of a thunderstorm racing over the Iowa cornfields. There would be no sin
and no problem. But if it
is
foreplay, and you
are
getting
sexual gratification, then it defiles your body and your relationships:
Flee from sexual immorality. All other sins a man commits are outside his
body, but he who sins sexually sins against his own body. Do you not know that
your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received
from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God
with your body. (1 Corinthians 6:18-20)
And it’s certain that
you’ll be paying a cost that you may not even be aware of:
Do
not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows. The one who
sows to please his sinful nature, from that nature will reap destruction.
(Galatians 6:7-8)
T HE E YES G RIP THE T HROAT
Our eyes,
then, explain why no one escapes, and the problem never goes away without a
fight. Before we experience victory over sexual sin, we’re hurting and
confused.
Why can’t I win at this?
we think. As the fight wears
on, and the losses pile higher, we begin to doubt everything about ourselves,
even our salvation. At best, we think that we’re deeply flawed, or worse,
evil persons. We feel very alone, since men speak little of these things.
But the answer lies more in our eyes than in our souls. Most likely, your
“addictive” behaviors are not rooted in some deep, dark, shadowy
mental