Free Sex in the Sanctuary by Lutishia Lovely Page B

were here, very active, talented. On fire for the Lord, or so I thought.”
    “Oh, yeah. Short, pretty girl? Lots of energy? Big smile?”
    “Uh-huh.”
    “I remember her.”
    “Well, about a year ago she started a ministry within our church called KARE, Kingdom Arts Reaching Everybody, which emphasizes nontraditional ways for youth and young adults to serve God, like acting, dancing, sports and stuff. It’s a very good program. I was excited about it and approved it wholeheartedly along with King. In fact, I don’t doubt that she loves God.”
    Vivian had leaned back in her oversized lounge chair. She had taken the phone out on the patio and stared at the beauty of her flower garden situated just beyond their heart-shaped pool before closing her eyes and trying to hear with her inner as well as outer ear. “So what happened that has you now thinking her zeal is for your King and not the King?”
    “It’s not a specific incident; it’s just a feeling I have,” Tai responded. “She dresses differently, changed her hairstyle, seems to be more conspicuous, move lively in the services. I don’t have any proof that they’re having an affair, but I don’t have any proof that they’re not.” Tai laughed nervously. “Do I sound paranoid?”
    “Maybe, but you have your reasons. Have you asked her?”
    “Believe me, I was going to. King made me promise I wouldn’t.”
    “Is that a promise you can keep?”
    “I don’t know, girl, I just don’t know. What I do know is that I’m not going to continue living my life like this. King is seeing somebody. He spends too much time away from home or in his office. We’ve drifted apart again. I’m tired of putting up with his shit. I’m tired period.”
    “Are you thinking about leaving King?” Vivian could barely hear her own question, she spoke so softly.
    “I’m thinking about being at peace. The children love their father and he loves them. I’d never want to take that away from them. But at the same time, a woman can only take so much. You know this isn’t his first time. Or the second. How can I be guaranteed it will be the last? It was supposed to be the last time the last time.”
    Vivian was quiet, praying silently in the spirit. “I just feel,” she said finally, “I just feel you should really seek God on how He wants you to handle King, and this situation. Move with His spirit and not your emotions. I’m not getting a definite word on this Hope girl, but I’m not getting an all’s clear either. I do know that whatever is going on, God is right therewith you. He’s in control, and whatever happens, you’re going to be all right.”
    “I know I will,” Tai said without conviction. “It just doesn’t feel that way right now.”
    Vivian glanced at her watch, sitting up as she did so. “I’ve got to get to the Ladies First meeting. In fact, Tai, I need to talk to you about that later on. But right now, let’s pray. Heavenly Father, we thank you, we bless your name…”
     
    “Vivian, are you okay?” The words of concern from Carla snapped Vivian out of her reverie.
    “I’m sorry, y’all. Yes, I’m okay—just a lot on my mind.”
    “Anything we can help you with, pray about?” Rebecca inquired softly.
    “Thanks Rebecca but no, not at this time. I just ask that we all keep this summit lifted in prayer as I believe it will be life changing. I pray it will be life changing to all who attend.”
    Carla eyed her friend, feeling the turmoil that was going on inside her. She knew that a special prayer would be sent up for Viv and for whatever was bothering her during her prayer time later. “Well, if we’re finished here,” she began, breaking the silence. “I’ve got two nappy-head kids on their way home soon. Best get to steppin’ so I can be there to greet them.”
    “Yes, ladies, we’re finished,” Vivian replied as the waiter placed the check on the table. “I’m really excited about this and appreciate all of your input.