and
dressed for work. The club was the same but I was not. I needed to
finish my contract and get back home to my small apartment and the
rest of my life.
I asked Luke to sub for me. He
liked extreme pain. His type of need wasn’t usually for me but
tonight I tried. Halfway through the scene I felt my tears build
and my arm dropped. I looked around and found Kyle standing to the
side like he had when he joined me for a scene. I tossed the whip
toward him and walked away. I knew Kyle would finish.
Raul approached before I was out
of the club but I shook my head no. I went back to my room. Sam and
I needed to run. After I changed into sweats, I walked him out the
front lobby and we took off. I found my pace and lost myself in my
world of breathing, straining leg muscles, and feet pounding the
pavement.
When I finally looked around we
were lost. I had no idea where I was. Headlights pulled up slowly
next to us and my breath caught but then relaxed. The window slid
down. It was Carl. “Get in.”
“I’m walking but I need help with
directions.”
“You’re not in the best area of
town and Damian will kill me if something happens to you. Get
in.”
“I think you have me confused with a sub. I’m not. I
can take care of myself and if not, Sam will protect me.”
His sigh sounded loud and frustration showed on his
face. “Okay but I’m armed and I won’t hesitate to use my weapon if
you get yourself into a bind. The death will be on you.”
He wasn’t joking but I was willing
to accept the consequences for my actions. I still needed time to
process what was going on in my head.
I was lucky and no one stopped us
or bothered me. I got some strange looks. A woman with a Rottweiler
being followed by a limo, could not be normal but the walk home was
uneventful. I went back to my room and fell into a deep sleep. I
woke up and ate a light meal. My cell had multiple messages from
Raul. I sent him a text telling him I would be back at the club
that evening.
I felt bad about Luke because I
failed to finish our scene the night before but he wasn’t at the
club. I worked with a new submissive, promising to be gentle as she
explored the world of BDSM. I used a deer flogger. They were the
softest made but had a good pop. I focused on her pussy and breasts
knowing I wasn’t causing pain. I wanted her to feel pleasure. I was
back in control and had my feelings buried deep inside where they
needed to stay for the next few weeks.
I wasn’t watching the crowd only
focusing on my sweet new sub. Hands came around me and a hard body
pressed against my back. I couldn’t move but I would know his smell
and the feel of his arms anywhere. My body stiffened.
“Mistress Anna is taking over for you. I want you to
come with me and not cause a scene.”
He let me turn. “I don’t want
this. Please let me get back to work.”
“No, this can be easy for you or hard.”
Anna took the flogger from my hand. She grinned
slightly but didn’t say anything.
“Place your arms around my neck and then wrap your
legs around my waist.”
He didn’t give me time to reply
just lifted me up. I couldn’t believe he was doing this but I
complied. I expected him to walk to his office but he didn’t. He
walked past the carousel and took me to the bar. He placed my rear
end on top of the long black marble surface. I let go and he took
my hand.
“Stand up.”
“What?”
“Stand up.”
He was crazy, hell I was crazy. I
stood. He lifted himself to the bar but instead of standing he went
to his knees and reached behind me, pulling my pelvis into his
face. He rested his forehead against my stomach. I quickly inhaled
and looked around. Everything had stopped even the carousel. Every
member of the club focused on us.
“What are you doing?”
He leaned back and looked up at me. “I want you. I
don’t want you to wear my collar but I want you in my bed and in my
life. You can tie me up and beat me if I can have the same
privilege. I’ll do