not hurt, but I’ah help
to make it mo'easy.” Suga explained, taking over,
never looking Quinton's way after entering the home.
The wife was trying to relax – but she was afraid of
the next wave of contractions, they were growing
steadily stronger, giving her a sensation to push.
“Gone – move! Make sure we got lots of clean, hot
water to clean up wit' – gone!” Suga ordered, the shy
woman that Quinton knew was left behind in the face
of what had to be done.
She sat next to Erwin's wife, whose eyes were
intensely upon her, “It hurts so bad, I've never known
such agony, what am I doin' wrong?” She begged.
“You been pushin'?” Suga asked.
“I feel like I have to, to get it out.”
“Ain't too sho' it's ready to come out yet, gone
have to look and see – you gone lemme look?”
El en eagerly nodded, glad to have a woman
with her.
with her.
Outside of the curtain, Quinton stood
wondering should he step forward, and thought he
would ask, cal ing out, “Suga?!”
Of course being in the same room she heard,
“Yes sa’?”
Hearing her address him that way froze him,
then it occurred to him, they were before others, he
sighed in acceptance, “You gonna need me?”
“I'mo need me a bowl o'fire, string, need that
now.” She answered. Both men looked at each other
and then at the fire place roaring and crackling.
“Wel ?” Quinton posed the question to spur the
husband, Erwin, on. He rubbed his face – a nervous,
looking around the room. As an idea came to him,
he quickly took a baking pan and grabbed a smal
chip of burning wood – flames clinging and licking
the air; immediately finding his wife's store of wicks
he brought the items to Suga, “Here you go.”
“Put’em down, now gone!” She ordered him
away.
Taking out her pipe, she stuffed it with a strong
smel ing herb; lit it with the wick she’d used to pick
up the flame, puffed on it to get it going, and handed
it to El en.
“Smoke that, inhale al it, til i's gone an' ain't no
more.” El en looked at the pipe, then at Suga,
steeling herself, she took it, she hadn't a clue why –
but she was wil ing to do anything she was told not to
hurt so much, however the herb caused her to cough,
she looked up at Suga.
"Don't matta', it'ah do that, keep smokin' it."
Obediently, El en finished it, Suga emptied the pipe,
cleaned it out and set it back in her bag of tricks.
“How you feelin' now?” She asked El en.
“Ever so strange – something coming over
me.”
“Good, let it, hopin’ it get in ya' fo'that pain
come back. When it do, don't get scared, just let it.
You gots’ta’ride it like you on a big'o'mean bul – an’
let that baby do what it got t'do t'get here! My mama
say, you got to let go, open yo'body, t'free that baby,
hol erin' and screamin' lock it inside you, the baby
die, you die – 'cause you fightin' somethin' you can't
win. Don't fight – calm yo'self, let everythin' loose so
it can happen – you hear me.” El en smiled, nodding
her head, “I hear you, Suga? That your name?”
“Yes ma’am, Suga my name.”
“Nice to meet you, Suga – pretty name – for a
pretty gal.”
“Thank ya'. An' wha's yo'name?”
“I am El en, El en Udora Murray.”
“Tha's a pretty name too.”
“You stay by my side Suga, don't you go
nowhere.”
“I'mo be – right here. When yo'body start doin'
what it need fo'yo'baby – i's gone take yo'breath
away, but you can't let it – you got's just – keep on
breathin' and let it help that baby to come on out - but
you can't stop it - you hear me? Just keep breathin'
an’ ride that bul – don’ matta’ how it hurt.”
“Okay Suga, I'l do what you tel me.”
“I'm gonna have to look, see if I see it, no
matter what, don't you go pushin' yet. Pushin' too
soon make it harda' on you, on yo' baby - i's got to
get where it need first.”
“Okay Suga...” Suga checked and didn't see
any sign of the baby's