Free No Time for Goodbye by Linwood Barclay

started forming an image of the woman behind the curtain. Young, a bit rough looking, kind of cocky. The kind of person you’d pick out of a lineup as a shoplifter, maybe a tattoo on her shoulder or—
    The curtain slid back and a short, stocky woman in her late forties, early fifties maybe, stepped out, handing several outfits to Cynthia. If I had to stereotype her, I would have said librarian. “I just don’t see anything today,” she said politely, and walked past Pamela and me on her way out.
    “Her?” I said to Pamela.
    “A regular Catwoman,” Pamela said.
    Cynthia came over, kissed me on the cheek, and said, “A coffee run? What’s the occasion?”
    “I had a free period,” I said. “Just figured, you know.”
    Pamela excused herself to the back of the store, taking her coffee with her.
    “Because of this morning,” Cynthia said.
    “You were kind of shook up after the phone call. I wanted to see how you were doing.”
    “I’m good,” she said, with limited conviction, and took a sip of her coffee. “I’m okay.”
    “Pam said she tried to talk you out of doing
Deadline
.”
    “You weren’t all that sold on the idea, either.”
    “But you never mentioned her talking against the idea.”
    “You know Pam isn’t afraid to offer her opinion on anything. She also thinks you could lose five pounds.”
    She’d blown the wind out of my sails. “So that lady, the one who was trying on clothes? She’s a shoplifter?”
    “You just can’t tell about people,” Cynthia said, taking another sip.

    This was the day when we met with Dr. Naomi Kinzler after work. Cynthia had arranged to drop Grace off at a friend’s house after school, and then we headed over. We’d been seeing Dr. Kinzler once every two weeks for the last four months, after being referred to her by our family physician. He’d been trying, without success, to help Cynthia deal with her anxieties, and felt it would be better for her to talk to someone—for both of us to talk to someone—rather than see her becoming dependent on a prescription.
    I’d been skeptical from the beginning whether there was anything a psychiatrist could accomplish, and after coming here for almost ten sessions, I hadn’t become any more convinced. Dr. Kinzler had an office in a medical building in the east end of Bridgeport that had a view of the turnpike when she didn’t have the blinds closed, as she did today. I suppose she had noticed me looking out the window during previous visits, my mind drifting as I counted tractor trailers.
    Sometimes Dr. Kinzler met with us together, other times one of us would step out to allow her some one-on-one with the other.
    I’d never been to a shrink before. About all I knew came from watching
The Sopranos
’ Dr. Melfi help Tony work through his problems. I couldn’t decide whether ours were more or less serious than his. Tony had people disappearing around him all the time, but he was often the one who’d arranged it. He had the advantage of knowing what had happened to these people.
    Naomi Kinzler wasn’t exactly Dr. Melfi. She was short and plump with gray hair pulled back and pinned into submission. She was pushing seventy, I guessed, and had been at this kind of thing long enough to figure out how to keep everyone else’s pain from burrowing under her own skin and staying there.
    “So, what’s new since our last session?” Dr. Kinzler asked.
    I didn’t know whether Cynthia was going to get into the crank call from that morning. At some level, I guess I didn’t want to, didn’t really think it was that big a deal, felt we’d smoothed it over in my visit to the shop, so before Cynthia could say anything, I said, “Things are good. Things have been very good.”
    “How’s Grace?”
    “Grace is good,” I said. “Walked her to school this morning. We had a nice talk.”
    “About what?” Cynthia asked.
    “Just a chat. Just talking.”
    “Is she still checking the night skies?” Dr. Kinzler asked.