Free Just Another Sucker by James Hadley Chase

my hand and his grin was as lop-sided as mine.

    ‘That’s not my fault, Harry,’ he said. ‘I’ve been in Washington for the past month. I’ve only just got back. How are you? I hear you have a job.’
    ‘Well, call it that,’ I said. ‘It’s better than nothing.’
    I dropped into a lounging chair. Nina sat on the arm, her hand on mine and Renick went back to his chair. The searching, probing stare was still there.
    ‘Look, Harry,’ he said, ‘you can’t go on like this. You’ve got to get settled. I think I can swing this thing with Meadows if you want it.’
    I stared at him.
    ‘Meadows? Swing what?’
    ‘My boss,’ Renick said. ‘I told you: I spoke to him about you. We need a good Public Relations man: you’re hand-made for the job.’
    ‘Am I? Well, I don’t think so,’ I said. ‘After what those jerks did to me, I wouldn’t work for the City for any money.’
    Nina’s grip tightened on my hand.
    ‘Be reasonable, Harry, for heaven’s sake!’ Renick said. ‘The old gang’s gone. This is a big opportunity. We don’t know what it’ll pay yet, but it’ll be good money. Meadows knows all about your case and your reputation as a newspaper man. If we can get a grant for the salary, and we’re pretty sure we can, the job’s yours.’
    It crossed my mind that here was my chance to drop this kidnapping stunt and get down to a solid job of work. I hesitated, thinking of the fifty thousand dollars. With that amount of money behind me, I could be my own boss.
    ‘I’ll think about it,’ I said. ‘Maybe the old gang has gone, but I’m still not sold about working for the City. Anyway, I’ll think about it.’
    ‘But don’t you think you should take it?’ Nina said anxiously. ‘It’s work you like and you…’
    ‘I said I’d think about it,’ I said curtly.
    Renick looked disappointed.
    ‘Well, all right. Of course it’s not certain we’ll get a grant, but if we do, we’ll want a quick decision.
    There are a couple of other guys after the job already.’
    ‘There always are,’ I said, ‘Thanks, John, for the offer. I’ll let you know.’
    He gave a helpless little shrug, then got to his feet.
    ‘Okay. I must get moving. I just dropped in to tell you. You give me a call.’
    When he had gone, Nina said, ‘You’re not going to turn this offer down, are you, Harry? You must see…’
    ‘I’m going to think about it. Come on, let’ s go to bed.’
    She put her hand on my arm as she said, ‘If they get the grant, I want you to take this job. We can’t go on much longer like this. You must get settled.’
    ‘Will you let me handle my own life?’ I said sharply. ‘I said I would think about it, and that’s what I’m going to do.’
    I went into the bedroom, and after putting the tape I had recorded into a drawer, I got undressed.
    I could hear Nina moving about the kitchen, clearing up. I got into bed.
    Again I balanced this offer of Renick’s against Rhea’s fifty thousand dollars. Maybe this grant wouldn’t jell. Maybe something would turn sour with the kidnapping. I would have to wait and see.
    Maybe with any luck I might land both Renick’s offer and Rhea’s money.
    Nina came in. I pretended to be half asleep. I watched her undress through half closed eyes. She got into bed beside me and turned off the light. When she moved close to me, I shifted away. I felt such a heel, I couldn’t bear to have her touch me.
    The next day was Thursday. Nina wanted the car as she had some pots to take down to the shop.
    There was nothing for me to do, so I hung around the bungalow and I kept thinking of Odette.
    By now my first feeling of guilt had worn off. I had told myself as I had driven from the cabin last night that when we met again, there would be no repetition of what had happened. This was my first slip; there wasn’t going to be another, but this morning, as I mooned around the bungalow, I found myself thinking differently.

    I was now telling myself it couldn’t