warm, and tears welled up in my eyes. I was so going to miss him. Itâs not as if I was moving that far away, but I also didnât exactly embrace change well. âBecause. We got married too young, we grew apart, and then you, and I quote, âhad strong feelingsâ for Brittany the Bimbette and wanted to divorce me so you could sleep with her.â
Looking embarrassed, he ran a hand through his hair. âOh, yeah. I was such an idiot. We only lasted two weeks.â
The worst two weeks of my life. Luckily, I was over all that now. I looked up into his eyes and my breath caught. I hoped he wasnât going to kiss me. He had that intense, misty look in his eyes that means a kiss is about to follow. I hadnât forgotten. But not in front of the movers traipsing in and out. Never mind he belonged to Lola. I couldnât kiss him. I refused to kiss him. I pulled my hand away. âNow youâre in love with Lola.â
He smiled. âYeah, youâre right. Iâll miss you, thatâs all. If you need anything, call. Anytime.â
âI will.â
âI guess Iâll let you finish up. Come in and say good-bye before you go.â
Another thing at which I am abysmally awkward: significant good-byes. I glanced out the living room window. The movers were milling around the truck. âCan we just do it now, Bri? Itâs not like we wonât ever see each other. Weâre friends, right?â
He drew me into a hug and leaned his chin on my head. âOf course we are. Thatâs not going to change.â
Tears dripped down my cheeks. So ridiculous. I didnât even know what I was crying about.
âI love you, you know that,â he said.
I nodded and hugged him, using his shirt as a tissue. âMe too.â
He pulled away and grinned at me. âDonât cry.â
âI have allergies.â It was the only thing I could think of. We both knew it was a lie. âThanks for letting me live here.â
âNo problem. I feel bad about asking you to leave. I want you to believe me.â
I smiled at him, so heâd know there were no hard feelings. âYou do what you have to do. I love my new place. Itâs perfect for me. I hope everything works out with Lola.â
âThanks, Moll. Me too. Iâve learned a lot about relationships since you and I were married.â He backed away. âTake care. Text me when youâre all settled, now that youâve found your phone.â
I nodded. âAs soon as I get a new battery for it. Take care.â I watched him leave. I went into the bathroom and grabbed some toilet paper to wipe my eyes. I looked in the mirror. Lovely. I wasnât a pretty crier. My face was all splotchy and my eyes were red. I hoped I could get myself together before the auction tonight. I hoped Iâd have energy to even go after unpacking all my stuff.
Chapter Seven
I spent the rest of the morning in my new apartment directing the movers where to put my furniture and boxes. Most of the boxes went into the kitchen, which, for an apartment, was large, with a nice big window above a double white ceramic sink. I love cooking, so I have a lot of cookbooks, utensils, pans, a couple of food processors, etc.
The rest of the boxes held my clothes, books, CDs, movie videos, dishes, silverware, and stuff from the bathroom. Iâm not big on knickknacks, so I didnât have a lot of those. I did have a lot of artwork to hang on the walls. Iâm very partial to photography and watercolors.
âHello, dear? Are you in here, Molly? Yoo-hoo!â
I stopped unpacking one of the boxes in the kitchen and hurried to the front door. âDottie, hi. Come in.â
She held a plate and a Thermos in her hand. âThatâs not necessary, dear. Itâs lunchtime. I was afraid you didnât have your dishes and glasses unpacked yet, so I brought you a ham sandwich, the chocolate chip cookies I promised you, an