studying them. It partly amused Karen and partly made her nervous. He was a funny little man. Maybe she didnât want to talk to him any more. She still felt embarrassed about going to pieces in class, and embarrassed when she remembered his hugging her. But he had done that to get her to stop crying, hadnât he? Alysiaâs idea of his liking her came to mind, but he was a teacher. And married. It was absurd.
âWeâre going to discuss shadow dreams today.â He started the class. âMr. Newton, would you care to join us?â
Everyone turned around and looked at Kerr. He loved the attention. Grinning, he said, âNot really. Iâm fine. Pretend Iâm not here.â
âIs there a reason youâre being antisocial?â The professor wouldnât let it go.
âDoes there have to be a reason for everything?â
âThere usually is.â McArthur flipped open a notebook. âShadow dreams are often referred to as nightmares by the dreamer. They reveal the monster in the closet, under the bed. But monsters are different for each of us. The monster under my bed will be different from the monster under yours.â
âProfessor McArthur, did you say âin your bedâ or âunder your bedâ?â Kaziah was feeling devilish. Everyone enjoyed a laugh.
Dr. McArthur laughed too. âWell, you pays your money and takes your choice. Wherever the monster is, it belongs to you. It comes from the darkness of your mind and represents one of your fears. Interestingly enough, the monster is usually of the same sex as you.â
Alysia spoke up. âI have a recurring dream about sharks. I never stop to ask them what sex they are, but I can testify to it being a really scary dream.â
âPerhaps there is some part of you, even if you donât acknowledge it, that is shark-like.â McArthur grinned.
âI wonât admit that. No, I think itâs just because when I learned to scuba dive, we talked about sharks a lot. Iâm really aware of them when I go into the water, but our instructors told us theyâre usually only curious.â
âIf you can name the demon, or face off against it, it will lose its power.â
âYeah, remember in that movie we saw? When that guy helped the kid kill the snake monster he kept dreaming about, it went away.â Easy reminded the class of Dreamscape .
âThere is a tribe in Malaysia called the Senoi. They consider their dream lives an integral part of their society. They teach their children to face up to dream fears, thinking the bravery they develop will spill over into their waking lives.â
âSo if we face the monsters in our dreams, we can face fears in our waking state?â asked Karen. She wasnât sure where this discussion fit into her life, but she was going to think about it more. Maybe do some reading.
âIf Alysia faced off with the sharks in her dream,â Bill asked, âshe could meet a shark diving and not be scared? Or be friendly with it?â
âIâm not an authority on real sharks,â Dr. McArthur replied, âbut thatâs the idea. Besides, the shark in her dream is a symbol. It may not represent real sharks at all, but some fear she carries deep inside her.â
Alysia looked at Karen and made a face. Bill laughed at them. After class, Kerr stepped in behind them when they left.
âSo, shark lady,â he teased Alysia. âI might have known youâd be afraid of sharks.â
Bill put up one hand like a fin, circled Alysia and Karen, then grabbed Alysia and hugged her. âYouâre trapped, Alysia. Iâll only let you go if you agree to a movie tonight. You too, Karen,â he added as an afterthought.
Karen knew when she wasnât wanted. âI think Iâd better go home. My mother will think Iâve resigned from the family. Iâll call you, Alysia,â she whispered. âTell your mom
Eric Flint, Charles E. Gannon