they wanted to go to school, and alimony until she remarried, with cost of living adjustments built in. And it canât have occurred to Richard, fundamentally fair as he is, that she would stay so angry for so long that heâd be supporting her for life.
Chapter 6
T hat was a difficult winter. My friendâs very imposing wife, Althea, had a health event and came home to be treated at Memorial Sloan-Kettering. Surgery and chemo didnât seem to slow her down. She turned up in Womenâs Wear Daily every five minutes, wearing a series of turbans on her bald head that were so becoming to her it started a craze. For a while half the fashionable women of New York looked like escapees from the Kasbah.
Naturally, I kept a low profile, avoided Altheaâs haunts, and was on my own a great deal. I took piano lessons and conversational French. Suddenly without plans for the weekends, I took a ballet class with Dinah for exercise. Thanksgiving was a can of turkey hash in my apartment. I thought if I stayed home all day my friend might shake free for an hour or two, but he didnât. I began to hate my silent answering machine.
I did go to Dinahâs for Christmas and took too many presents for Nicky. Christmas night she and I went out to see The Buddy Holly Story so that Richard could spend time at the apartment with RJ and Nicky. When we got back both boys were in tears, and by the time he left, we all were, Richard included. Christmas is a cruel time for sad people.
Nicky was a terror that winter. At a birthday party for an older child in the building, he came unglued because none of the shiny presents was for him. When the birthday girl wouldnât give him a wooden puzzle heâd fastened onto, although she wasnât playing with it herself, he ran at her and bit her hard on the arm. The childâs mother got to Nicky in a flash, pulled him off her daughter, and bit him back, yelling, âHow do you like it?â as Nicky howled in disbelief. Then Dinah snatched Nicky, shouting, âDonât you touch my child!â as the hostess yelled that it was the only way children would learn what it felt like. For years afterward the two families wouldnât ride in the same elevator. And Iâm sorry to report that Dinah began to dine out on the story, so Nicky quickly learned that the whole thing had been somehow funny.
Mrs. Bachman retired in the spring, and though sheâd recommended me, the store thought I was too young to head the department; they brought in a woman from Neiman Marcus named Marylin Coombs. We had a rocky start together and never entirely recovered. Different manners, different styles. She had a big sense of humor, and many of our out-of-town clients adored her.
It was also that winter when I ran across Avis Binney again, after so many years, at the opera. January 1979, Luisa Miller ; I recently found the Playbill . I still remember the way the colors of the womenâs costumes drew your eye to Luisa, who alone was wearing blue. A client had given me tickets at the last minute, two in the middle of the fifth row. The price of each one was about what I paid to rent my apartment for a month. Having failed to find an escort at such short notice, Iâd put my coat on my empty seat and sat reading the program, waiting for the lights to dim. âIâm just alone because this was so last-minute, you see . . .â I explained in my head to no one. âMy friend would have loved to come, but he . . .â and a couple arrived at the seats on the other side of my coat chair. I kept my eyes down but could see that the lady was turning a very expensive fur inside out and preparing to stuff it under her chair. âPlease,â I said, âshare my personal closet,â and I patted the spare seat.
âAre you sure?â said the grateful couple, who were already piling their coats on top of mine. They were silver people, with gleaming gray hair
Jennifer Morse and William Mortimer