Free Waking Up in Charleston by Sherryl Woods

life, well, they’d find a way to make that work, even if it just about killed her to see him and know it was over between them.
    The sermon ended, the collection plate was passed and then there was one last hymn and the recessional. It all went by in a blur. It all happened too fast.
    Danny looked over at her. “You ready?”
    Mary Louise nodded.
    Instead of going out the front door where they’d have to speak to everyone, they slipped out a side door and went straight to Reverend Webb’s office. He came in right behind them and closed the door.
    “Will your folks be joining us later?” he asked.
    “We decided against asking them to come,” MaryLouise said. “We needed to make this decision on our own. Once we’ve talked it over with you, we’ll tell them what’s going on.”
    “Don’t you think they might have been able to offer some sound advice?” Reverend Webb asked.
    Mary Louise gave him a wry look. “You mean after they stopped yelling at us and calmed down?”
    He laughed at that. “You might have a point, though I’m not sure you’re giving me much credit. I might have been able to keep the yelling to a minimum.”
    “Not with my folks,” Mary Louise said, resigned to the explosion that lay ahead. “They’re going to have a hissy fit.”
    “Mine, too,” Danny said bleakly. “Especially when they find out I’m going to be blowing off a college scholarship.”
    “Then you’ve decided to move back here and get married?” the minister asked, his tone pretty even for a guy who’d been advocating against that.
    Mary Louise shook her head. “Actually, that’s not what we’ve decided,” she said, proud that her voice hardly wavered at all. She met Danny’s startled gaze and held it. “I think getting married is a bad idea. It’s not what Danny wants, not now, anyway, and I don’t want to live with knowing that I ruined his chance to go for his dream.”
    There was no mistaking the relief in Danny’s eyes, but he asked quietly, “Are you sure about this, Mary Louise? I’ve given it a lot of thought, too. We could make it work if we had to.”
    If we had to. That grudging phrase told the whole story. “No, we couldn’t.” She avoided Danny’s gazeand faced Reverend Webb. “You see, I really did listen to what Mrs. O’Leary said the other day, and I saw how frazzled she was when the kids started acting up. I know we’d only have one baby, but even one would probably make a lot of noise. Danny would wind up being tired all the time and missing classes and stuff or failing tests. It’s not fair. Sooner or later, he would resent me and the baby. I get that now.”
    “It’s not fair that you’ll have to cope with all that alone, either,” Reverend Webb said gently. “Is that what you’re suggesting? Do you still plan to keep the baby?”
    Mary Louise nodded emphatically. “I want this baby. I won’t give it up, but this is my choice, not Danny’s.”
    Reverend Webb turned to Danny. “This girl of yours is pretty amazing.”
    Danny’s eyes glistened with tears. “I know that. And she shouldn’t be the only one making a sacrifice. We made this baby together.”
    Mary Louise saw that a part of him wanted still to do the right thing and she loved him for it, but she couldn’t do this by half measures. “Danny, this is what I want. That’s the difference between you and me. You see what you’d be giving up and I see what I’m getting. It’s my decision to keep the baby and it’s my decision to let you go. We can decide later about custody and stuff. I’ll never keep you from the baby, but I won’t expect you to be a part of its life, either. That’s up to you.” She managed to get the words out without a single tear leaking out. She was proud of herself.
    “I’ll make support payments,” Danny said, sitting taller. “That’s only right. It might not be much at first, but we can set it up so it’s more later, once I graduateand get a halfway decent job.” He