dead.
Graham leaned over and kissed Precious. âGoodbye, girl.â His voice cracked, and he pulled in a couple of deep breaths.
A familiar smell reached Caitâs nose. The smell of Death.
Graham swiped away a tear. Cait handed him a tissue.
For a long time, they sat on the floor next to Preciousâs body, both of them silent. Both of them tangled in their own thoughts.
Cait had been alone with Mama when she died. Her father was at work, and the nurse had gone to the kitchen. Cait was sitting next to Mamaâs bed, working on a quilt block for her while she slept. Without warning,Mama gasped and jerked. She didnât open her eyes; she didnât say goodbye. Death, the bastard, had strolled into the room and snatched Mama right from under Caitâs nose.
Cait looked over at Graham. He wasnât shaking Preciousâs dead body, screaming for help, or looking as if the walls were closing in on him. He appeared at peace.
He patted Caitâs shoulder, then rose. From the sofa, he removed the lap-sized Jacobâs Ladder quilt and carefully spread it on the floor. He picked up Precious, whoâd started to stiffen, held her close, and then laid her body in the center of the quilt. He wrapped her up gently, lifted her, then carefully rose to his feet.
Still in unchartered waters, Cait followed him up the stairs and into his roomâa funeral procession. He put Precious on his bed and laid his hand on her once again. Maybe to make sure she was really gone.
âShe was a good dog.â His voice was thick and jagged. âIâll take her to Doc when the office opens and have her cremated.â He paused a moment longer over the Jacobâs-Ladder-quilt bundle.
Cait leaned against the doorjamb, not knowing what to do now. Go? Stay? Death was a lonely business, but grief was damned awkward. Surely, Graham would want to be alone, lick his wounds in private.
He trapped her with four little words. âIâm glad youâre here.â
God, what could she do now?
âMe, too,â she finally answered.
He switched off the light and closed the door. She followed him downstairs to the parlor. For several minutes, he stood over Preciousâs bed, looking at it as if it were a hollow casket. Once again, she didnât know what to do.How was she supposed to ease his grief? No one sure as hell had ever done it for her. Out of sheer desperation, she wrapped her arms around him, hoping to console.
They stood for a long time like that, holding each other. Finally, they went to the sofa and stretched out together, lying quietly, not speaking. After a while, they both fell asleep.
Cait woke suddenly with Deydie standing over her with her hands on her hips.
âAnd here ye are again, Caitie Macleod. Do you not care about yere reputation and yere virtue? Yeâre as loose as a kindergartenerâs front tooth. Why arenât ye in yere own bed? Ye do have one, donât ye?â
Cait nodded.
âThen use it,â Deydie commanded. âHave you seen that damned dog? Iâve looked everywhere for her.â
Graham gave Cait a sad, knowing look. He got up and went to Deydie, placing his hands on her shoulders. âWeâve some bad news. Youâd better sit down.â
âWhat are ye yabbering about? If you mean to tell me youâve had yere way with my granddaughter and she might be in the family way, Iâve no need to sit.â
âItâs about Precious.â Cait tried not to chew on her lower lip.
Deydie squinted hard at Cait, her mouth riveted shut in an iron frown.
Graham gently squeezed Deydieâs shoulders. âPrecious passed away in the night.â
Deydieâs face contorted as if squished between a young childâs hands. She pushed away from Graham. âI donât believe ye. Precious? Precious?â she called out.
He looked helpless. âSheâs gone. I laid her upstairs on my bed.â
Her gran bustled away