Free The Separation by Christopher Priest

talk, but he was determined to describe what had happened. I encouraged him not to rush his story. We both faced long spells in hospital. Nothing needed to be hurried. ‘We were stationed off Crete,’ he whispered, ‘providing cover for the troops who were being evacuated. We came under attack from the air: dive-bombers and fighters. There were U-boats in the vicinity too. I was gunnery officer and we were giving them everything we had. But then something exploded under us and within a couple of minutes the ship heeled over. I think it was a torpedo that got us. The skipper gave the order to abandon ship. I was climbing aboard one of the lifeboats when the magazine went up. I don’t remember much after that.’
    I told him what I could remember at that point of my own story, incomplete as it was. But at the same time I was thinking: we’ve lost Crete! That means we must have lost Greece too! I remembered Mr Churchill sending the British army to Greece from Egypt, in an attempt to reinforce the Greeks in their fight against the Italians and the Germans. How long ago was that? What was the cost to our side?
    My new friend told me that he’d been hearing rumours from friends who were still serving at sea that one of the German battleships had been sunk. A great triumph, he said. ‘She must have been the Tirpitz or the Bismarck. She broke out into the Atlantic somehow, but the navy chased her and we sank her. We lost the Hood, but we got the damned Germans!’
    We lost the Hood in this triumph? Later we learned that the German ship had been the Bismarck. I was confused and depressed by the news of these events. The world had taken a nasty turn: it was exploding with war. It had not seemed so terrible in the days before I was shot down. The war had gone badly for Britain at first, when Hitler marched across Europe. But under Mr Churchill’s leadership we were fighting back and the tide had started to turn. We won the Battle of Britain and there was no longer much of a threat of invasion, we were bombing the German military industries effectively, the Italians had shown themselves to be ineffectual allies of Germany, we were beating the U-boats, even the Blitz had been running down throughout April and May. Now everything was worse again. Meanwhile I had my own battles to endure. I had a broken leg and a damaged knee, and I had a serious chest wound and a fractured skull. Three ribs were cracked. My left arm and hand were badly burned. I had not died and the medical staff seemed to take my recovery for granted, but all in all I felt that it had been a close-run thing.
    My main concern was to get my health back, return to my squadron and rejoin the battle with Germany. Every day I underwent physiotherapy and received medication, and the dressings for my wounds and burns were changed. Every day I sat or lay on the covered verandah, staring at the rows of vegetables, gleaning what news I could from the wireless. Every day more injured servicemen were brought to the hospital or were moved out of it to somewhere else.
    ‘When am I going to be able to return to my squadron?’ I asked the senior physiotherapist one day. I was face down on her bench.
    She was behind me, leaning down as she worked on my thigh. ‘That’s not the sort of decision we have to make here, thank goodness.’
    ‘Does that mean you know something I don’t?’
    ‘Not at all. Would you really expect them to give us information about our patients that we weren’t allowed to pass on?’
    ‘I suppose not,’ I said. I asked her no more questions, but I was aching to return to duty. My idleness gave me too much time to think. One subject that seriously worried me was the fate of the rest of my crew. I found out about Sam Levy: he too was in hospital, but we had been separated. They told me he was going to recover, but that was all I knew about him. The other men were officially posted as missing: that terrible euphemism which inspired hope and dread in