Free In the Age of Love and Chocolate by Gabrielle Zevin Page B

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    I brought my slate with me to the podium. “Hello,” I began. “I wrote some notes.” I turned on my slate, which seemed to take forever, and glanced over what I had written:
    1. Mr. K. = Dad’s best friend. Joke about how it’s hard to be a crime boss’s best friend?
    2. Mr. K., funny story about his being bald?
    3. Mr. K., maybe not the best lawyer, but loyal. Story about that?
    4. Mr. K. honored commitments.
    And that was what I had. I had written the notes after coming home from a late night at work. They had made sense at the time, but as I stood in St. Patrick’s, they looked pretty inadequate. I turned off my slate. I would have to speak from the heart, which was an act I tried to avoid.
    “I don’t know what to say,” I said stupidly. “He was”—my inane notes ran through my head: bald? my dad’s best friend? a mediocre lawyer? —“a good man.” My foot was shaking and I could hear myself breathing. “Thank you.”
    As I walked back down the aisle, I could not look Keisha Kipling in the eye. I sat down in my pew, and Natty squeezed my hand.
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    After the funeral, Simon Green, who I usually tried to avoid, approached my siblings and me. Natty hugged him. “He was like a father to you,” she said generously. “You must be heartbroken.”
    “Yes. Thank you, Natty.” Simon took off his glasses and wiped them on his shirt. He nodded toward me. “Anya,” he said, “I wondered if I might speak to you a moment.”
    I would have preferred not to, but what choice did I have? “This is hard to say,” Simon said once we were outside.
    I crossed my arms. I already didn’t like the tone of his voice.
    “Mr. Kipling left his firm to me, but unfortunately, his client list is vastly diminished. I don’t know if I’ll be able to keep it afloat. Of course you can say no, but I wondered if you might have a job for me at the Dark Room.”
    “The Dark Room has a lawyer already,” I said. Furthermore, I didn’t want Simon around.
    “I know. I only meant because your business is so big now. Maybe if it gets any bigger you’ll need another lawyer. And a man like Charles Delacroix can’t be thinking he’ll be legal counsel to a nightclub forever.”
    “I’ve learned it’s fruitless to try to speculate about what Charles Delacroix is thinking.”
    “Okay, Annie. I can see I’ve made you upset. You can’t blame a person for asking.”
    I knew I was being unkind. “Listen, Simon, it’s not personal, it’s business.”
    “Sure, Annie. I get that.” He paused. “Leo’s back from prison, I see.”
    This was not said casually, but as a reminder of an obligation I may or may not have had to Simon regarding the circumstances of my brother’s return from Japan last Easter. Had Simon spoken bluntly, I would have respected him more. “If my situation changes, I’ll let you know.”
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    And so I came to the end of 2084. It was tempting to dwell on the lows (the deaths, the loss of Win, the arguments with my sister, etc., etc., etc.), but for once in my life, I chose not to. My portion of tragedy had made my triumphs somehow sweeter. My business was prospering; I had settled relations with Fats and the Family; I was on the right side of the law for the first time in my life; I had more than enough money; I had become a godmother; and I’d become increasingly skilled at wearing heels.
    And perhaps this explains why your fun-challenged heroine decided to behave in a way that was entirely out of character: New Year’s Eve, I threw a party at the Dark Room.
    I posted a sign out front that read: CLOSED FOR A PRIVATE AFFAIR . Then I opened the doors of my club wide and turned the music up loud.
    That night was the first time Leo had been at the club. “What do you think?” I asked him.
    He grabbed my head with his hands and kissed me on my forehead, my cheeks, and the top of my head. “I honestly cannot believe that my tiny baby sister made this