Free Less Than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis Page B

her face.
    The room’s dark except for a couple of candles in the corner and Muriel sits down in the corner next to one of the candles, next to a spoon and a syringe and a little folded piece of paper with brownish powder on it and a piece of cotton. There’s already some stuff in the spoon and Muriel wads the piece of cotton up as small as possible and puts it in the spoon and sticks the needle into the cotton and then draws it into the syringe. Then she pulls up her sleeve, reaches for a belt in the darkness, finds it and wraps it around her upper arm. I spot the needle tracks, look over at Blair, who’s just staring at the arm.
    “What’s going on here?” Kim asks. “Muriel, what are you doing?”
    Muriel doesn’t say anything, just slaps her arm to find a vein and I look at my vest and it freaks me out to seethat it does look like someone got stabbed, or something.
    Muriel holds the syringe and Kim whispers, “Don’t do it,” but her lips are trembling and she looks excited and I can make out the beginnings of a smile and I get the feeling that she doesn’t mean it and as the needle sticks into Muriel’s arm, Blair gets up and says, “I’m leaving,” and walks out of the room. Muriel closes her eyes and the syringe slowly fills with blood.
    Spit says, “Oh, man, this is wild.”
    The photographer takes a picture.
    My hands shake as I light a cigarette.
    Muriel begins to cry and Kim strokes her head, but Muriel keeps crying and drooling all over, looking like she’s laughing really and her lipstick’s smeared all over her lips and nose and her mascara’s running down her cheeks.
    At midnight Spit tries to light some firecrackers but only a couple go off. Kim hugs Dimitri, who doesn’t seem to notice or care, and he drops his guitar by his side and stares off into the pool and eleven or twelve of us stand out by the pool and someone turns the music down so that we can hear the sounds of the city celebrating, but there’s not a whole lot to hear and I keep looking into the living room, where Muriel’s lying on a couch, smoking a cigarette, sunglasses on, watching MTV. All we can hear are windows breaking up in the hills and dogs beginning to howl and a balloon bursts and Spit drops a champagne bottle and the American flag that’s hanging like a curtain over the fireplace moves in the hot breeze and Kim gets up and lights another joint. Blair whispers “Happy New Year” to me and then takes hershoes off and sticks her feet into the warm, lighted water. Fear never shows up and the party ends early.

A nd at home that night, sometime early that morning, I’m sitting in my room watching religious programs on cable TV because I’m tired of watching videos and there are these two guys, priests, preachers maybe, on the screen, forty, maybe forty-five, wearing business suits and ties, pink-tinted sunglasses, talking about Led Zeppelin records, saying that, if they’re played backwards, they “possess alarming passages about the devil.” One of the guys stands up and breaks the record, snaps it in half, and says, “And believe me, as God-fearing Christians, we will not allow this!” The man then begins to talk about how he’s worried that it’ll harm the young people. “And the young are the future of this country,” he screams, and then breaks another record.

“J ulian wants to see you,” Rip says over the phone.
    “Me?”
    “Yeah.”
    “Did he say what for?” I ask.
    “No. He didn’t have your number and he wanted it and so I gave it to him.”
    “He didn’t have my number?”
    “That’s what he said.”
    “I don’t think he’s called me.”
    “Said he needed to talk to you. Listen, I don’t like to relay phone messages, dude, so be grateful.”
    “Thanks.”
    “He said he’ll be at the Chinese Theater today at three-thirty. You could meet him there, I guess.”
    “What’s he doing there?” I ask.
    “What do you think?”

I decide to meet Julian. I drive over to the