Free The Lost Saint by Bree Despain

said:
    Beautiful. This looks just like the walnut tree outside my old house. Sometimes I wish I could see it again from the porch swing where we used to sit together. But that won’t ever happen again, will it? Not after what they did to me.
    My heart tightened in my chest, and I looked away from the words. The first two lines had sounded so much like the old Jude, but the rest stung too much to read again.
    “I don’t know if you noticed, but that comment had a time stamp of three a.m. on September twenty-fifth. Three weeks ago.” I heard the click of a mouse and when I looked back at the screen, she was on a new website. “This is my stat counter. It shows where my blog visitors come from.” She clicked on something else, and it pulledup a list of times and dates and locations. “You can see from this that the only person who visited my blog at three a.m. on September twenty-fifth was located in the city.”
    “Wow, that’s really possible to see?” I fingered my moonstone necklace. It always pulsed with a warm vibration. To me, it meant hope. But then I let go of the pendant and sighed. “But Jude could still be anywhere. The city’s a big place.”
    “Ah, but it gets better than that. I can drill it down even more and actually see the IP address of the visitor and the server he’s using.”
    “Seriously?” Apparently, there was a lot I didn’t know about April these days. She used to have zero interest in computers, and now she was talking about tracing IP addresses and servers? “How did you learn to do all this?”
    “You know Avery Nagamatsu—Miya’s older brother? The one who’s studying to be a software programmer?”
    I nodded.
    “I went with him to a couple of frat parties over the summer to make it look like he had a girlfriend. And in exchange, he helped me set up a blog for my jewelry business and showed me how to do all this so I could see where my customers were coming from. But it has its added benefits for tracking down rogue boyfriends.”
    “Huh.” Well, I’d always known the girl had gumption.
    April made a few more clicks with her mouse. “Usually,the server name is too vague to really tell me anything, but Jude’s just happens to belong to a business.”
    April pointed at a name on the screen. I almost gasped when I saw it.
    “ ‘The Depot,’ ” I read out loud. “Do you know what that is?”
    “I’ve been asking around,” she said. “I couldn’t find out anything at first. Not even anything on the Internet that wasn’t in a locked forum. But then I was at that old movie theater in Apple Valley with Miya and Claire the other night. And you know that stoner-looking guy who works at the concessions stand—the one who always wears those gamer hats?”
    “Yeah.”
    “Well, I was buying some popcorn when I heard that kid going on about some new club he was dying to play at—a place called The Depot.”
    My mouth popped open. “Did you find out anything else?”
    “Yeah. I had to give him ten bucks, but he finally told me that The Depot is like this superexclusive emogamers’ nightclub in the city. And for another twenty bucks he gave me the address.”
    She opened her drawer and pulled out a folded-up piece of paper.
    “What … really?” I reached for it.
    April pulled it away. “I don’t know if I should tell you where Jude is.”
    “Why?”
    “Because if I tell you, then you’ll go tell Daniel or your dad, and they’ll go down there and just scare him off. If he wanted
them
to find him, then he would have contacted them … not me.”
    “Not
us
. Jude contacted me, too.”
    April looked down at the folded piece of paper. She turned it over in her hand a couple of times and sighed. “I don’t know if this will even do you any good. You can’t just walk into The Depot. I told you, it’s, like, superexclusive. Not even the kid who gave me the address had actually even been inside yet. You have to have a special keycard or you can’t even get in