deal with. No matter what I wouldn’t have changed our night together. It was perfect. It was just this morning that I wish I could change. I really wished he would’ve talked to me about it, instead of talking to his buddies at school.
I laid in bed and thought about how I would feel walking into school tomorrow. I didn’t know how I was going to handle that. What if Cade had told other people we slept together? It could be all around school by now. I didn’t think he would do that, but I also didn’t think that it would mean nothing to him.
Cade~
I couldn’t wait to get to school on Monday morning and see Suzy Q. She was so fuckin’ amazin’. I hadn’t been able to stop thinkin’ about her since she left my house yesterday mornin’. The look on her face when I made her come was forever burned into my memory. Those beautiful eyes and perfect lips. Damn, I was gonna come in my Wranglers if I didn’t stop thinkin’ about her.
Most mornin’s, we would meet in the cafeteria and share breakfast. I walked in and found Cord leanin’ up against the wall talkin’ to Lisbeth. Well, they weren’t really talkin’. I thought I was gonna have to hose his ass down to get him away from her.
I grabbed his shoulder and tried to turn him around.
“What the hell?” Cord yelled as he turned to face me. “What’s your fuckin’ problem? Can’t you see I’m busy?”
“I need to talk to you. Sorry, Lisbeth,” I apologized as I shot a knowin’ grin her way. Their relationship was crazy. All sex, all the time. It wasn’t a bad deal I guess, but I wanted more. I mean sex was great, but I thought it was probably better because it was with someone I loved.
Fuck! I sounded like a damn girl.
“Baby, I’ll meet you here after class, ‘kay?” Lisbeth told Cord as she ran her hand down his chest until it rested in the belt loop on his jeans. He leaned down and devoured her mouth in a searin’ kiss. Holy shit! If I was the type to blush, that would’ve done it. Lisbeth was a beautiful shade of red as she let go of his pants and started down the hall.
“This better be important,” Cord sneered at me.
“It is. It’s real damn important. Ya know I went to the party with Anna Saturday night.”
“Yeah, I know.”
“Well, I didn’t leave with her.”
“Okay, I didn’t see you. I spent most of the night in Lisbeth’s bed. God, that chick is fuckin’ perfect. She does this thing with her tongue…”
I cut him off, “We’re talkin’ about me, asshole. Not you and your fuck buddy.”
He punched me in the shoulder. “Don’t talk about her like that… ever .”
“Sorry. Won’t happen again. Now back to what’s important here…me.” What the hell was wrong with me? I was about to jump outta my hide. I wanted to tell somebody about what happened this weekend. Not to brag about my conquest, but just to share it with someone. I had to tell someone how happy she made me. Yep, I’m a fuckin’ girl now.
“So, who’d you finally screw? Anyone I know?” he asked with a raised eyebrow.
“Yeah, you know her. You know her pretty damn well.”
Cord grabbed my shoulders. “Fuckin’ finally! Suzanna?” He was grinnin’ from ear to ear. I nodded and he yelled, “Yahoo!”
“Shit, shut the hell up. I don’t want everyone in school to know about it.”
“So, was it…good?”
“Oh my fuckin’ God! Good is not the word I would use to describe it. It was perfect.” I couldn’t stop smilin’. That girl made me so happy.
“I was at the party kissin’ Anna and I realized it was all a fuckin’ mistake. She’s like kissin’ my sister. I never should’ve kissed her. I never should’ve let it go that far. She was definitely not the chick I wanted to be screwin’ that night. I don’t know what the hell I’ll do today. I don’t even wanna see her face. I need ya to help me stay the hell away from her.”
“Just tell her you don’t want nothin’ to do with her. She ain’t stupid.