you wonât have need of a governess. Youâll have a new stepmother.â
âBut Papa says she wonât be here before autumn. Why do you have to leave now?â
Because if I donât leave now, it will be too painful later.
âItâs just the way things are. Iâve already promised the Ripleys.â
Penelope was quiet a moment. âI never knew my real mother.â
A heaviness settled in Madelineâs chest. She stopped what she was doing and touched Penelopeâs shoulder. âI know, sweetheart, and Iâm very sorry. I never knew my mother, either, and I know how it feels.â
Madeline shuddered inwardly at the memories of her lonely childhood, of never being held or cuddled the way other children were. Her own father hadnever offered her any affectionâonly blame and disdain, for having been the instrument of his wifeâs death. That fact had led to his favoring Diana all through their lives.
Madeline found herself wondering more about Adam as a father to these children. Was he affectionate? Had he ever blamed Penelope for Mrs. Coatesâs death, as Madelineâs father had blamed her?
âPapa says that Mama had a good heart,â Penelope said, âand that she could thread a needle with her eyes closed.â
Madeline made sure to keep her tone cheerful. âThatâs quite a talent. I donât believe I could do that.â
âNor can Mrs. Dalton. Or I. But I keep trying. Papa says it just requires practice.â
Madeline held the bucket while Penelope dug into it for more feed. She felt a sudden, strong connection to the girl beside her.
Penelopeâs tone brightened. âIs your sister anything like you?â
Now, there was a good question, Madeline thought. She had to think very hard to come up with some similarities to offer Penelope. âWe both grew up on the moors in Yorkshire. And we both like the color blue.â
âDoes she look like you?â
âNot at all. She has blond hair and blue eyes and sheâs very beautiful.â
âYouâre beautiful, too.â
âThank you, Penelope, thatâs very kind of you to say. Youâre a sweet girl.â
âIâm not trying to be kind, or sweet. Itâs the truth.â
Feeling a pleasant swell of warmth, Madeline turned the bucket upside down and dumped the last of the feed onto the ground. Then she and Penelope went into the barn to fill another bucket for the hogs.
âWill you come and visit us when youâre living with the Ripleys?â Penelope asked.
Even though she knew future visits would be difficult, Madeline couldnât bring herself to refuse Penelopeâs invitation. âYes, of course Iâll come.â
A short time later, Madeline and Penelope started back to the house. They had just reached the kitchen door and were discussing a new cookie recipe, when a gut-wrenching scream cut through the still, morning air and pitched Madelineâs heart into her throat.
Chapter Seven
âW hoa!â Adam angled the plow to a halt, wiped a sleeve across his damp forehead and turned toward the house. He listened intently, not altogether certain what heâd heard. There. There it was againâanother cry from the upstairs window.
Dropping the reins, he bolted for the door. He nearly wrenched it from its hinges as he threw it open and ran through the kitchen toward the stairs. Two at a time he took them, until he reached the top, crossed the hall and skidded to a halt at Maryâs open door.
She was sitting up on the bed, panting and screaming Jacobâs name while Madeline leaned over her, trying to calm her. âEverythingâs going to be all right now, Mary. Iâm here.â
Penelope dashed into Adamâs back. âThere you are, Papa! I tried to find you!â
Adam turned to her. âGo out to the south field and fetch Jacob. Tell him Maryâs time has come, but first go and get Mrs.