street to take showers in your home is losing it. Big-time losing it. Iâm coming over.â
âThereâs really no need. Josephâs here. And Conchita will be back soon.â
Nancy started laughing. Thatâs typical of Nancy. First she instills an unhealthy degree of fear and terror in me and then changes tack entirely. Well, I wasnât going to put up with that. âI donât see whatâs so funny,â I told her primly.
âI just canât believe Iâm missing all this. Iâll see you in five.â
âFine. Iâll tell Leo to sharpen his chainsaw and tell him to expect an extra victim, shall I?â
After putting the phone down I returned to my Zen zinc kitchen to find Leo had vanished. I called out his name but there was no reply. All that remained was his scarf and hat, strewn across the table. It was as if heâd been tele-transported out of my life.
That was one possibility. The other was that Nancy was right. Maybe this was where my Knight in Shining Armor turned into my Crazed Buzz-Saw-Wielding Serial Killer? I mentally planned my defense. I was still holding the cell phone. I could press redial and call Nancy back so she could hear Leo bludgeoning me or chopping me into bits. But I wouldnât give her the satisfaction. Sheâd only say, âSee, I was right!â
I could go in search of my mace. It was by my bedâ¦or was it? No, maybe Conchita took it with her to give to her sisterâs daughter for her prom night. A knife from the kitchen was another option, although my self-defense classhad taught me about the dangers of having your own weapon of self-defense turned against you.
I was still wondering how I could save my own life when I spotted Leo, harmlessly munching away on his cereal in the dining room. Phew. It was only after I breathed out, though, that I saw how potentially irritating it all was. The thing wasâ¦he was sitting on my new granite table. The one Iâd just had imported from Berlin. Sitting on the actual table. His trainers were on the granite chairs that Iâd bought to go with itâin a totally eclectic nonmatching way.
Secretly, and please donât tell the Star, Iâm nowhere near as unattached to my possessions as my Buddhist guide would have it.
CHAPTER 6
LEO
âNever explain. Deny!â
C hange is overrated. Personally, I like knowing where I stand with people from one day to the next. But change is part of the human makeup. My mum always says itâs a womanâs prerogative to change her mind, which is cool, but a lot of girls seem to think itâs also their prerogative to change their entire personality.
Take Holly. Five minutes after handing me a bowl of cereal all the shared conspiracy of our exchanged smiles and pleasant banter on the car journey to her house in the hills was gone. Swept away and replaced by a weird psychoneurosis that brought back memories of Auntie Lucyâs âchange.â Iâm not exaggerating. Pit bulls used tocross to the other side of the road when they saw my auntie Lucy heading their way.
She claims a womanâs mood swings are part of the complex mystery that makes the opposite sex attractive to men. Personally, I canât see what part mystery plays in the way Auntie Lucy carries on sometimesâlike when she threw her television and fridge out of her council flat window after her last bloke did a runner.
I had imagined Auntie Lucy and Holly to be as different as chalk and cheese, so I was surprised and disappointed when I found out that Holly could also be mysterious.
Weâd arrived at her Hollywood Hills mansion and met the gardenerâsmiles, Ventolin inhalers and handshakes all round.
I told her I couldnât speak Spanish, but thatâs only partly true. I mean, you donât spend as much time clubbing on Ibiza as I do and not pick up a bit. I wouldnât say Iâm fluent or anything, but I know enough to