Jesse says, bending over. The geese are obviously tame, used to people feeding them. One of them pecks at his open palm and squawks angrily when she discovers there is no food. âSorry,â he says to the goose in a voice that is tender and soft.
The sounds of squawking geese are replaced by a girlish scream in the distance. It echoes. Itâs not a scream of a girl in danger so much as a scream of a girl who is trying to get a guy to notice her.
âThatâs January,â Jesse says.
âDo you think sheâs predicted?â I wanted to ask the question before. Itâs rude to ask it now, but I canât help it.
âWeâll find out eventually.â
âI know,â I say, thinking about what Melissa told me. Theyâd be releasing the names publicly. Sometime soon. âBut do you think she is?â
âYes,â he says plainly. âI do.â
âAnd who else?â I throw out the question before I realize that itâs probably rude and gossipy to ask. I donât want to be like Brooklyn. âIâm sorry. Itâs none of my business.â We both start walking again, faster this time.
âNo, itâs okay. I think we all suspect the same people. Her brother is a suicidal school shooter. Her dad drank himself to death. Got drunk and wrapped his car around a telephone pole. Not even an original way to go.â He pauses. âWhat can you expect? Thatâs what weâre all thinking. Trapped by genetics.â We walk a little farther.
âCan you imagine?â I ask. âThinking you are destined for something like that? I canât even fathom it.â
âNo, you wouldnât know. You canât imagine whatâ¦â He stops talking and crosses his arms, looking over his shoulder at the parking lot. âIâm sure itâs really hard,â he finally says.
The crowd is dwindling. People are saying good-bye, driving away. They are going home or going to drink someplace else. Iâve heard about the old train car just outside of Perry, thirty-five miles south of Quiet. Apparently, itâs an abandoned car: open, creepy, shadowy, remote. Everybody under the age of twenty-oneâso the rumor goesâdrinks out there. Itâs haunted, they say. Sometimes the ghost of a little old woman appears, and people think sheâs the wife of a man who killed himself and her in that very car, back before any of us were ever born. I donât buy it. But it does make for a good creepy place to hang out, I guess.
Jesse is looking intently at me now. I look away bashfully, very unlike me. He reaches out toward my face, but he stops before he touches it. âYou look real,â he tells me suddenly. âLike a real person. Not like any other girl here.â He closes his eyes. Before I can respond, we hear that scream again. Itâs January in the distance. His eyes snap open, his expression changes. âI really have to go.â
Heâs off, jogging toward the parking lot, toward January.
I stand there, staring, unable to move until I realize whatâs bothering me: You canât imagine , heâd said.
Did that mean he could?
PART II
together
chapter 8
We had a connection right away. Before we even talked to each other, I knew. I donât even know how to explain it.
âJesse Kable, quoted in the book, The Future of the Predicted , publication forthcoming
âYou have to come to Dellâs,â Dizzy says for the eightieth time.
âDizzy, I donât know any other way to say no.â
âGood,â she says, âthen youâre coming.â She grabs my hand and drags me off the porch. âIâm going out,â I call to Melissa, who is in the front room, reading medical journals. Fortunately, Dizzy lets me grab my flip-flops from the doorway, but I donât have time to change clothes. I feel like a total slob in a baby pink Gap hoodie and faded jeans so long they