sure.”
“Well, go out and find this boy! Have fun.
Make love under the moon or something.”
“M-Mom!” I sputtered. Sometimes the things
that came out of her mouth shocked the hell out of
me.
She chuckled. “Sometimes I worry more
about you than Archer, love. Just have fun. I don’t
want you to waste your youth being so serious.”
“Me neither.”
I hung up the phone in an odd mood. My mom
had given me permission to ignore Archer’s
problems and try to find my own happiness. I
supposed I didn’t need her permission, but it felt
good to have it all the same.
Now I just had to follow through.
Chapter Five
Dusty
“HEY, Dusty, did you want me to—oh… are you
going out somewhere?”
I paused in the middle of slicking on some lip
gloss and glanced at Rue in the mirror mounted
above my dresser. He stood in the doorway of my
bedroom dressed in a black cami and a pair of
black shorts smattered with rainbow-colored
hearts, his dark hair tucked under a purple
kerchief, green eyes a bit wide with surprise.
“We were about to fire up the grill,” he went
on after a moment. “Will you be around for
dinner?”
I shook my head and recapped the lip gloss,
tossing it into my makeup drawer. “No, I’m
meeting up with Archer, actually. We’re having
Indian food.”
“Oh.” Rue’s eyes got a little wider. “I thought
you hadn’t heard from him since that first time….”
I shrugged lightly. “He called earlier this
week. I’m gonna give it another shot, see how
things go.”
Rue was silent for a few seconds. “That’s
cool,” he said eventually. “You look good, by the
way. Is that a new shirt?”
I grinned and turned to face him. “Yeah.”
New shirt, hair perfectly styled (without a single
dark root to be found since I’d remembered to do a
touchup during the week), septum ring removed. I
did look good… even if it was a little weird
seeing myself without the piercing anymore. I
could get used to being without it, though, if
Archer wasn’t a fan. It was a small enough thing to
change, if there was potential for us becoming
something real. But first, I had to see how this date
went, see if that feeling came back to me the
moment I saw him. I hoped it would. My belly
quivered just remembering it.
“Well, have fun,” Rue said. “You need a lift
anywhere?”
“No, thanks, hon. I already called a cab.” I
glanced at my watch to do a quick time check.
“Crap, it should be here any minute. I’d better go
wait outside so it doesn’t take off.”
I gave Rue a brief hug, stopped in the
backyard to say good-bye to Erik and Alice, and
made it out the door just as the cab I’d called was
pulling to a stop at the curb. I settled in the
backseat and sucked in a deep breath, nervous,
hopeful despite my misgivings. My life was so
close to being complete. There was really only one
thing missing.
Please let this date end better than the last
one….
THE Indian restaurant where Archer asked me to
meet him was a total hole-in-the-wall. Walking in,
I was a bit dubious—it looked a lot like a fast food
joint, and the decor was minimal at best—but I
wasn’t the type of person to dismiss a place out of
hand. I’d worked at The Bean, after all, which
hadn’t exactly been a beacon of cleanliness. On
top of that, Archer was already there waiting for
me in a corner booth, smiling broadly and
gorgeous as ever, so I couldn’t say I had any real
complaints.
It wasn’t until I saw him, though, that I
realized how much tension had been building
inside me during the cab ride from my house. I’d
worried that I’d get there and he wouldn’t be, that
he’d blow me off even after being the one to call
and ask me out. His presence unknotted the tight
ball of anxiety in my gut, the ever-present fear of
rejection that I tried to fight and usually lost
against. It was a relief to be able to let it go.
Archer’s smile went from friendly to