expressions, I know, are mirror images of annoyance.
The story of Jenâs life.
But Jen recovers in the blink of an eye.
âI guess gameâs over,â she announces with a forced laugh. âWe win!â
Her team jumps into a big shrieking pile while the rest of us stand around, wishing this was a more fair game. Maria and the rest of my team are all pissed but not at me, at least. They donât say anything to me. While they plan to go for after-game pizza, I walk back to my bike to head home.
But the bike isnât where I left it.
A girl about six or seven years old playing on the ground notices Iâm looking for something and points to the Dumpsters before going back to her dirt castle. My rear tire sticks out the top of the huge metal bin. I sigh.
âI donât know why you played.â Noah Michaelson comes up behind me, holding out an old T-shirt.
I take it and wipe my face slowly. I donât owe him an explanation.
He shrugs. âIâll help you get your bike out. Actually . . . want a ride home?â
I drop his shirt back in his outstretched hand and nod.
SPRING
MY EGG SALAD SANDWICH had fallen apart in my backpack before I made it to our table in the cafeteria on Monday.
Jen squeezed her eyes together and stuck her tongue out as I peeled the plastic baggie from its squished contents with a frown. âIf you ate normal sandwiches,â she said, âyou wouldnât have that problem.â
I watched her nonchalantly until she took a huge bite of her peanut butter and jelly, then said, âSorry, what? Didnât hear you.â
âI thaid . . .â Her tongue caught on the glob of bread stuck to the roof of her mouth and she grabbed her water bottle, washing her food down in between laughs. âYou suck.â
âYou love me.â My shoulders shaking, I got up to grab a spork.
As I searched for a utensil near the bottom of the pile, a finger tapped me on the shoulder.
âHey, Kayla.â Steven McInnis looked over my head instead of at me. He could do that. He was the tallest boy in the school. The thickest, too, probably. The best offensive lineman on the football team. He protected Jay from everything. âYou have Olson for physics, right?â
âYeah.â
He pulled an orange plastic lunch tray from the middle of the stack, knocking the top two on the floor. As he bent to pick them up, he said, âI know this is last-minute, but do you think I could get your help with the test this week?â
âIâm not taking it.â I grabbed a small pile of napkins from the dispenser. Stevenâs eyes flickered back and forth and his fingers drummed on the tray. âI have an A so I get to drop the last test. A policy that made Olson my new favorite teacher this year.â
âYeah, sheâs cool. But I have to take it.â He moved into the lunch line, herding me along with him.
I glanced over at my table. Selena was telling a story and using big hand gestures. Her hand gesture stories were always good. I was getting impatient.
But Steven pushed on. âDo you still think you could help me pass this test? Please? You have an A and I have to pass it toââ
âDude.â Jay Brewster caught up with us. Steven adjusted his angle so I could slip out from between him and the lunch counter as Jay slapped Stevenâs shoulder. âWe have already been over this. No oneâs going to fail you. Iâll make sure of it.â
Steven stared at the cafeteria worker as she piled noodles on his plate, paused to glance up at him, then piled somemore. âI know, man, but like I said before, I actually want to learn this stuff.â
âYou had all semester to learn it,â Jay said. âShould have done it then. I donât need my guys coming up for ineligibility.â
âI should have.â Steven slammed his plate on his tray and scooted down to grab two chocolate milks. âBut I