young, orâI donât knowâanything at all.â She pushed the glass away, exasperated, and leaned forward. âI canât explain it, but I feel like when that crash happened, something happened to me. Or to us, maybe. The baby and me. Or, hell, I donât know, maybe all of us.â She swirled her finger around to indicate herself, Joanna, and Karen. âA monthand a half ago, Iâd never met you before, but here I am sitting with you now, acting like a crazy person. Iâm not sure how to put it in words, exactly. Itâs just likeââ
âIt connected us,â Joanna said for her.
Melinda nodded. âIn a sense, yeah.â
Karenâs phone beeped and she jumped. She reached into her purse, checked the caller ID, seemed torn, but then pressed a button to silence it and dropped it back into her purse.
âI thought you were waiting for that,â Joanna said.
Karen waved her off. âSheâll call back,â she said, though her face seemed to say otherwise, and it occurred to Melinda that she didnât know these two ladies at all. Not really. So why did she feel like she could crash in on them at the diner whenever she felt like it, plop down in a booth with them, and start talking crazy stuff about the Routh baby? Was it that Joanna was rightâthat they were somehow connected by the crash? Because, try as Melinda might to make this meeting appropriately uncomfortable or awkward . . . it just wasnât.
âIâm sorry,â she said. âI didnât mean to take you away from your phone call. Iâm sure you have your own stuff to worry about, without me bringing up the crash over and over again.â
Karen shook her head. âBut itâs not as if I wouldnât think about it if you didnât bring it up. Iâm the one whoâs here every day, remember? And, yes, I have my own stuff. A lot of stuff. But this is important. I think I understand what youâre saying about that baby. I feel it, too.â
Joanna pushed her barely touched plate away from her. âI do, too,â she said. âBut what are we going to do about it? Itâs not like we can find Maddie Routh and just demand to know how the pregnancy is going.â
Melinda leaned back against the booth, chewing her upper lip. Karen hoisted her chin up with her palm and looked out the window again. Joanna picked up her fork and idly swirled it through the gravy on her plate. Time ticked by, and even the waitress seemed to hover, but not interrupt.
âWell, why canât we?â Melinda finally asked. âReally. Why canât we look her up? It canât be that hard to find her. We know her first and last name.â
âWhat if sheâs had her number made private after the crash?â Joanna asked.
âThen weâll have to look harder. Weâll ask around.â
âAnd then we just show up?â Karen asked, though it didnât sound like she was arguing.
Melinda shrugged. âWhy not?â
âItâs not like we want to hurt her,â Joanna said.
âNo,â Melinda agreed. âWe want to help her. Donât we? Or am I just being selfish?â
âOf course we do,â Karen said. âIâm sure she could use some help, with Michael being gone.â
âAnd if sheâs offended or whatever, weâll just go away. Weâll see that sheâs all right, and then weâll leave her alone.â
âYes, definitely,â Karen said, pointing at Joanna. âI think itâs really important that we give her the right to privacy. Sheâs still mourning.â
âOf course,â Melinda said.
Karenâs phone rang again. She grabbed it and checked the ID. âI should probably take it this time,â she said. âWeâll talk more about this tomorrow?â
Melinda and Joanna both nodded. âSounds like a plan,â Joanna said.
Karen scooted