Free the Solitude Of Prime Numbers (2010) by Paolo Giordano Page A

silence that only she was able to break.
    "I've discovered where my sister keeps the pills," she said, beaming. "Do you want some?"
    She aimed her question at Mattia, certain that he wouldn't have the slightest idea what she was talking about. She was right.
    "Girls, come with me, let's go get them," she said. "You too, Alice."
    She took Alice by an arm and the five girls jostled one another as they disappeared down the hall.
    Denis was alone with Mattia again and his heartbeat resumed its regular frequency. They both walked over to the drinks table.
    "There's whiskey," Denis observed, slightly shocked. "And vodka too."
    Mattia didn't reply. He took a plastic cup from the stack and filled it to the brim with Coca-Cola, trying to get as close as possible to that limit where the surface tension of the liquid prevents it from spilling over. Then he set it down on the table. Denis poured himself some whiskey, looking cautiously around and hoping secretly to impress Mattia, who didn't even notice.
    Two rooms away, the girls had sat Alice down on Viola's sister's bed to instruct her about what to do.
    "No blow jobs. Not even if he asks you, understand?" advised Giada Savarino. "The first time the max you can do is a hand job."
    Alice laughed nervously and couldn't work out whether Giada was being serious.
    "Now, you go back in there and start talking to him," explained Viola, who had a plan in mind and a very clear one. "Then you come up with an excuse to take him to my room, okay?"
    "And what excuse am I supposed to come up with?"
    "How do I know? Anything. Tell him you're fed up with the music and you want some peace and quiet."
    "What about his friend? He's always glued to him," Alice said.
    "We'll take care of him," said Viola with her most ruthless smile.
    She climbed onto her sister's bed, trampling the light green cover with her shoes. Alice thought of her father, who wouldn't even let her walk on the carpet with her shoes on. For a second she wondered what he would have said if he had seen her there, but then she swallowed back the thought.
    Viola opened a drawer in the cupboard above the bed. She rummaged around, not tall enough to see inside, and took out a little box covered with red fabric, adorned with gilded Chinese characters.
    "Take this," she said. She held her hand out toward Alice. In the middle of her palm was a bright blue pill, square and with rounded corners. Carved in the center was a butterfly. For a second Alice saw the filthy fruit gumdrop she had accepted from that very same hand and felt it trapped in her throat again.
    "What is it?" she asked.
    "Take it. You'll have more fun."
    Viola winked. Alice thought for a moment. They were all looking at her. She thought this must be another test. She took the pill from Viola's hand and placed it on her tongue.
    "You're ready," Viola said with satisfaction. "Let's go."
    The girls left the room single file, all looking down and with wicked smiles on their faces. Federica pleaded with Viola, please, let me have one too. And Viola brusquely told her wait your turn.
    Alice was the last to leave. When all their backs were turned, she brought a hand to her mouth and spat out the pill. She put it in her pocket and turned out the light.

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    L ike four beasts of prey, Viola, Giada, Federica, and Giulia surrounded Denis.
    "Will you come with us?" Viola asked.
    "Why?"
    "We'll explain why later," Viola cackled.
    Denis froze. He sought Mattia's help, but Mattia was still absorbed in the quivering Coca-Cola. The loud music that filled the room made the surface jerk with each beat of the bass drum. Mattia waited with strange trepidation for the moment when it would spill over the rim.
    "I'd rather stay here," said Denis.
    "God, how boring you are," Viola said, losing her patience. "You're coming with us and that's that."
    She pulled him by the arm. Denis resisted feebly. Then Giada started pulling as well and he gave in. As they were pushing him into the kitchen, he looked once