circumstances. He blamed her for too much, perhaps. She looked very fragile in that big, four-poster bed, and he didnât like the way he felt after being so savage to her.
But he put his guilt aside with his working clothes. He showered and changed into a neat pair of white slacks with a striped designer shirt, a linen sport coat and tie. Then, without seeing Coreen again, he drove to the Jacobsville airport to meet Lillianâs flight from Victoria.
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Coreen was getting more and more depressed. She could hear Ted and his houseguest all the way down the hall, laughing and talking, as if they were old and good friends. Probably they were.
She didnât know how she could bear much more of Tedâs reluctant hospitality. If Sandy had been here, it would have been different. She couldnât expect her best friend to give up her job just to keep Coreen company. Sandy had to travel, which meant that Coreen wouldbe stuck here often with just Ted and Mrs. Bird for company.
Mrs. Bird had brought her a tray, grumbling about their dinner guest.
âWants her coffee weaker and her salad with dressing on the side,â Mrs. Bird harrumphed, swinging her ample figure around as she placed the tray over Coreenâs lap. âDoesnât care for beef, because it has cholesterol, and dessert is out of the question.â
âShe must be healthy,â Coreen remarked as she savored the smell of the cheese soup and freshly baked bread sheâd been served.
âSkinny as a rail. They say itâs going to be the new fad.â She eyed Coreen critically, seeing the hollows in her cheeks. âNothing like cheese soup and bread to fatten up little skeletons.â
âI havenât had much appetite. But this is wonderful,â she said with honest enjoyment, and smiled.
The housekeeper smiled back. âI made apple pie for dessert with apples I dried myself.â
Coreen was impressed. âI love apple pie!â
âSo I was told, and with ice cream. Youâll get that, too.â She grinned at Coreen and went back toward the door. âJust set that by the bed and Iâll get it later, after theyâve gone. On their way to a play at the civic center, they said, then he has to take her back to the airport to catch a late flight.â
âIs she nice?â Coreen asked curiously.
The older woman hesitated, her gray hair stringy from long hours in the kitchen.
âWell, I suppose she is, in her own way. Sheâs stylish and real smart, and she and Ted have known each other for a long time. Expected them to get married once,she was that crazy about him. But Ted doesnât want to get married. Broke her heart. Theyâre friends still, but donât you think she wouldnât jump at the chance to marry him.â
âI guess he can be nice when he likes,â Coreen said without committing herself. She started eating her soup.
âNice to some,â Mrs. Bird said, faintly puzzled. âWell, Iâll leave you to it.â
âThank you.â
âNo trouble. Itâs a pleasure to see people enjoy their food.â
Coreen finished her lonely meal and put the tray aside. She wished she had something to read, but there wasnât even a magazine, much less television or a radio. She felt cut off from the world in the pretty antique bedroom.
The laughter from the other room grated on her nerves. She tried to imagine Ted laughing with her, wanting her company, enjoying conversation like that. He only ever seemed to scowl when he was with her. Lillian must be special to him. She didnât want to be jealous. She had no right. He laughed again, and Coreen felt the hot sting of tears.
Her blurred vision cleared on the face of the clock. It was only seven oâclock. She hoped that she could go to sleep, to block out the sound of Tedâs pleasure in the other woman. She turned off her light and closed her eyes with bitter resignation. Incredibly