he said sharply.
She looked at him as if she couldnât believe he didnât see it. âOh, you know what I mean.â
âNo, I donât know what you mean.â
She let out a snort as she clambered to her feet again. âYou are always looking at people like this.â And then she made a face, one he couldnât possibly begin to describe.
âIf I ever look like that ,â he said dryly, â precisely like that, to be more precise, I give you leave to shoot me.â
âThere,â she said triumphantly. âLike that.â
He began to wonder if they were speaking the same language. âLike what?â
âThat! What you just said.â
He crossed his arms. It seemed the only acceptable reply. If she couldnât speak in complete sentences, he saw no reason why he had to speak at all.
âYou spent all of last season glowering at me. Every time I saw you, you looked so disapproving.â
âI assure you that was not my intention.â At least not about her . He disapproved of the men who courted her favor, but never Honoria.
She folded her arms and stared at him with a cross expression. He had the distinct impression she was trying to decide whether to take his words as an apology. Never mind that they hadnât actually been an apology.
âIs there anything with which I may help you?â he asked, choosing his wordsâand his toneâwith great care.
âNo,â she said succinctly. And then: âThank you.â
He sighed wearily, thinking it might be time to change his approach. âHonoria, you have no father, your brother is somewhere in Italyâwe thinkâand your mother wants to retire to Bath.â
âWhat is your point?â she bit off.
âYou are alone in this world,â he replied, almost as snappishly. He couldnât recall the last time anyone had spoken to him in such a tone. âOr you might as well be.â
âI have sisters,â she protested.
âHas any of them offered to take you in?â
âOf course not. They know I live with Mother.â
âWho wants to retire to Bath,â he reminded her.
âI am not alone,â she said hotly, and he was horrified to hear a choke in her voice. But if she was near to tears, she pushed them back, because she was all anger and indignation when she said, âI have scads of cousins. Scads. And four sisters who would take me into their homes in a heartbeat if they thought it was necessary.â
âHonoria . . .â
âAnd I have a brother, too, even if we donât know where he is. I donât needââ She broke off, and she blinked, as if surprised by the words on her tongue.
But she said it anyway. âI donât need you.â
There was a horrible silence. Marcus did not think about all the times heâd sat at her supper table. Or the family pantomimes in which heâd always played a tree. Theyâd been dreadful, every last one of them, but heâd loved every branchy, leafy moment. Heâd never wanted the lead rolesâhe was thrilled never to have to speak at allâbut heâd loved taking part. Heâd loved being there. With them. As a family.
But he didnât think about any of this. He was quite sure he wasnât thinking about any of this as he stood there staring at the girl who was telling him she didnât need him.
And maybe she didnât.
And maybe she was no longer a girl, either.
Bloody hell.
He let out a pent-up breath and reminded himself that it didnât matter what she thought she felt about him. Daniel had asked him to watch over her, and watch over her he would.
âYou need . . .â He sighed, trying to think of some way to say it that wouldnât make her irate. There was none, he concluded, so he just said it. âYou need help.â
She drew back. âAre you offering yourself as my guardian?â
âNo,â he